1 00:00:15,849 --> 00:00:18,284 There is a lot to read through and to sign, 2 00:00:18,318 --> 00:00:20,520 but once you're finished, I will get them submitted. 3 00:00:20,553 --> 00:00:23,590 And if they agree to our terms, your divorce will be finalized. 4 00:00:25,892 --> 00:00:27,160 Oh, Miss Martin, 5 00:00:27,193 --> 00:00:30,463 I know how hard this must be, especially around the holidays. 6 00:00:30,497 --> 00:00:34,567 But try not to think about it so much as the end of something, 7 00:00:34,601 --> 00:00:35,669 but the beginning. 8 00:00:35,702 --> 00:00:37,103 You get a second chance at life. 9 00:00:37,137 --> 00:00:38,338 Everyone deserves that. 10 00:00:39,873 --> 00:00:42,809 Thank you again for meeting with me last minute. 11 00:00:43,309 --> 00:00:45,145 If I had known I was interrupting 12 00:00:45,178 --> 00:00:46,146 your Christmas party, I wouldn't have... 13 00:00:46,179 --> 00:00:48,248 No, no, no, no, no, don't worry about that. 14 00:00:48,281 --> 00:00:51,317 I mean, this is much more important to me than some party. 15 00:00:51,751 --> 00:00:53,119 You really think we stand a chance? 16 00:00:53,153 --> 00:00:54,721 You hired the best. 17 00:00:54,754 --> 00:00:57,190 - Merry Christmas. - Mh-hm. Yep. 18 00:00:57,824 --> 00:00:59,459 You too. 19 00:01:05,699 --> 00:01:06,766 Is that it? 20 00:01:06,800 --> 00:01:10,804 Yes. A formal letter from senior partner Terry Sadler 21 00:01:10,837 --> 00:01:11,838 confirming you 22 00:01:11,871 --> 00:01:14,741 an official partner of Sadler and Saunders LLC. 23 00:01:14,774 --> 00:01:18,144 You don't know how long I have been waiting for this. 24 00:01:19,913 --> 00:01:20,714 Are you going to frame it? 25 00:01:22,182 --> 00:01:25,318 No. It's only the physical representation 26 00:01:25,352 --> 00:01:28,388 of everything I have worked tireless decades to achieve. 27 00:01:28,888 --> 00:01:29,956 Do you think I should frame it? 28 00:01:29,989 --> 00:01:33,660 Yes. So, the firm Christmas party are coming, right? 29 00:01:34,260 --> 00:01:34,961 Sorry, Spencer. 30 00:01:34,994 --> 00:01:36,429 I have got too much work to do, 31 00:01:36,463 --> 00:01:38,531 and I can't get distracted by some party. 32 00:01:38,565 --> 00:01:39,599 But you, you go have fun. 33 00:01:39,632 --> 00:01:41,801 Dare I ask what you'll be doing over Christmas? 34 00:01:42,469 --> 00:01:44,637 I will be here working. You know what they say. 35 00:01:44,671 --> 00:01:46,206 The law doesn't take a holiday. 36 00:01:46,673 --> 00:01:47,507 Nobody says that. 37 00:01:47,540 --> 00:01:48,608 Somebody says that. 38 00:01:48,641 --> 00:01:51,211 Oh, before I forget. 39 00:01:53,446 --> 00:01:55,482 - Oh. - Even though I don't celebrate 40 00:01:55,515 --> 00:01:57,650 Christmas, I still thought that you deserved something 41 00:01:57,684 --> 00:01:58,651 for all of your hard work. 42 00:01:58,952 --> 00:02:00,253 Thank you, Lucy. 43 00:02:01,321 --> 00:02:04,758 Hey, if you decide to not work over the holidays, 44 00:02:04,791 --> 00:02:08,561 my boyfriend got a 10 pound ham, which is way too much ham 45 00:02:08,595 --> 00:02:11,231 for two people. So we'd love to have you. 46 00:02:11,264 --> 00:02:12,866 Nobody should be spending Christmas alone. 47 00:02:12,899 --> 00:02:14,334 Okay, get out of here. 48 00:02:14,367 --> 00:02:16,369 - Go have fun. - I'm on my way. 49 00:02:17,570 --> 00:02:18,571 You did it, Lucy. 50 00:02:22,876 --> 00:02:24,911 Hmm. Nadine Morris. 51 00:02:25,345 --> 00:02:26,479 We used to be so close. 52 00:02:27,580 --> 00:02:29,215 Oh my gosh. 53 00:02:29,249 --> 00:02:31,985 Laid off, pipe burst, water damage. 54 00:02:32,018 --> 00:02:34,587 Okay. How do I donate? 55 00:02:36,723 --> 00:02:38,758 - Lucy Clark. - Are you ghosting Mom? 56 00:02:39,993 --> 00:02:41,361 Hi, Alex. 57 00:02:41,394 --> 00:02:42,996 No, I am not ghosting Mom. 58 00:02:43,029 --> 00:02:45,532 I've just been swamped today. 59 00:02:45,565 --> 00:02:47,500 That's what you say every Christmas. 60 00:02:47,534 --> 00:02:49,903 Meanwhile, it's obvious that you're actively avoiding us. 61 00:02:49,936 --> 00:02:52,005 I am not avoiding you, I just. 62 00:02:52,038 --> 00:02:52,706 I really am busy. 63 00:02:52,739 --> 00:02:55,342 I will call Mom back, I promise. 64 00:02:55,642 --> 00:02:57,744 Or you could just come home for Christmas. 65 00:02:58,345 --> 00:02:59,546 You know that I want to. I'm just... 66 00:02:59,579 --> 00:03:01,448 Busy. Yep. Every year. Same story. 67 00:03:01,481 --> 00:03:02,716 Here, give me the phone. 68 00:03:03,616 --> 00:03:05,385 Hi, Luce, it's Mom. 69 00:03:05,885 --> 00:03:07,787 - Hi, Mom. - Hi, sweetheart. 70 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:09,756 Listen, I know you're busy, 71 00:03:09,789 --> 00:03:10,657 but I just want you to know 72 00:03:10,690 --> 00:03:11,725 that I've got your room all made up, 73 00:03:11,758 --> 00:03:13,893 and I've got plenty of treats here for you. 74 00:03:13,927 --> 00:03:17,997 So if you change your mind, you know, just give it a little 75 00:03:18,031 --> 00:03:19,332 think, okay? 76 00:03:19,366 --> 00:03:20,834 Okay, I will Mom. 77 00:03:20,867 --> 00:03:23,370 Okay. Well, I love you, Luce. 78 00:03:23,403 --> 00:03:24,537 - I love you, too, Mom. - Bye. 79 00:03:27,040 --> 00:03:28,441 Hey, did you get the package I sent? 80 00:03:29,542 --> 00:03:30,744 What package? 81 00:03:30,777 --> 00:03:31,878 I sent you a box 82 00:03:31,911 --> 00:03:33,346 with some of your old stuff in it. 83 00:03:34,781 --> 00:03:36,483 Yeah, I got it. 84 00:03:36,516 --> 00:03:38,551 Oh, heavy. 85 00:03:41,855 --> 00:03:44,657 Wow. Aw. 86 00:03:45,792 --> 00:03:46,659 Maxey. 87 00:03:48,361 --> 00:03:50,563 Oh. Best dog ever. 88 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:56,236 Okay. Wow. 89 00:03:56,269 --> 00:03:58,672 - Look at you in this photo. - Yeah, I know. 90 00:03:58,705 --> 00:04:00,807 It's okay. You can say it. I was pretty cool. 91 00:04:03,677 --> 00:04:04,778 Right. 92 00:04:04,811 --> 00:04:06,946 This is the first Christmas without Dad, wasn't it? 93 00:04:07,681 --> 00:04:10,650 Yes. You can tell by the look on your face how thrilled you were. 94 00:04:10,950 --> 00:04:12,652 Oh, shoot. 95 00:04:12,686 --> 00:04:13,787 I'm late for a date. 96 00:04:13,820 --> 00:04:15,555 Just come home for Christmas. 97 00:04:15,588 --> 00:04:17,424 Wait, you're going on a date tonight? 98 00:04:17,791 --> 00:04:19,459 There's not a lot of options out there, Luce. 99 00:04:19,826 --> 00:04:21,461 Dude, the last girl I went on 100 00:04:21,494 --> 00:04:23,963 a date with thought asparagus started with an "H". 101 00:04:23,997 --> 00:04:25,498 No. 102 00:04:26,433 --> 00:04:28,068 We used to be so close, Luce. 103 00:04:28,101 --> 00:04:29,803 Double trouble. Remember? 104 00:04:30,470 --> 00:04:33,473 Look, if you won't come home for Mom, just do it for me. 105 00:04:34,708 --> 00:04:36,343 You're going to be late for your date. 106 00:04:36,376 --> 00:04:38,044 Just think about it, okay? 107 00:04:38,078 --> 00:04:40,680 - I love you. - I love you, too. 108 00:04:40,714 --> 00:04:42,849 Have fun. Bye. 109 00:04:43,983 --> 00:04:45,819 Okay. Get up. Let's go. 110 00:04:45,852 --> 00:04:48,355 Spencer, I am not in the mood for a party. 111 00:04:48,388 --> 00:04:50,323 Come on. Just one game. 112 00:04:51,057 --> 00:04:52,325 Fine. 113 00:04:54,461 --> 00:04:55,862 You're going down. 114 00:05:08,875 --> 00:05:09,943 Can we retire the 115 00:05:09,976 --> 00:05:11,611 12 days of Christmas? 116 00:05:11,644 --> 00:05:13,947 I mean, it has to be the worst Christmas song. 117 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:15,749 It's like 18 minutes long, and 118 00:05:15,782 --> 00:05:18,685 the whole thing is about birds or people dancing. 119 00:05:18,718 --> 00:05:21,755 It's actually one of the oldest Christmas songs ever made. 120 00:05:21,788 --> 00:05:23,723 You know, some people think it's a memory test. 121 00:05:23,757 --> 00:05:25,725 If you can remember all 12 items, 122 00:05:25,759 --> 00:05:27,827 you are rewarded with your one true love. 123 00:05:30,030 --> 00:05:31,297 Don't look at me like that. 124 00:05:31,331 --> 00:05:34,167 Like you've never fallen down a Wikipedia rabbit hole before. 125 00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:37,003 Or is it just that you don't like Christmas? 126 00:05:37,037 --> 00:05:38,638 No. Christmas is great. 127 00:05:38,672 --> 00:05:41,441 It's just a distraction from work. 128 00:05:41,474 --> 00:05:43,076 Is that why you don't date either? 129 00:05:43,109 --> 00:05:46,146 I date actually. Yes. 130 00:05:46,613 --> 00:05:48,515 I have had a few boyfriends here 131 00:05:48,548 --> 00:05:51,484 or there, but boyfriends take up too much time 132 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:54,154 and nobody gets hurt if I don't date. 133 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:56,790 Eight ball, side pocket, for the win. 134 00:05:56,823 --> 00:05:59,159 Wow, this has been fun. 135 00:05:59,192 --> 00:06:00,760 You know, why don't you just tell me how I lose 136 00:06:00,794 --> 00:06:02,429 next time and I don't have to hang around? 137 00:06:02,796 --> 00:06:04,798 My grandfather taught me. 138 00:06:04,831 --> 00:06:06,933 He even bought me my own engraved pool cue. 139 00:06:06,966 --> 00:06:08,802 So I've had a little practice. 140 00:06:09,669 --> 00:06:10,637 Rack 'em. 141 00:06:10,670 --> 00:06:12,038 You know, it's actually getting kind of late. 142 00:06:12,072 --> 00:06:13,039 I gotta head home. 143 00:06:13,073 --> 00:06:15,608 Yeah, you've got to start working on that ham. 144 00:06:17,110 --> 00:06:19,145 That's okay. I've got some paperwork 145 00:06:19,179 --> 00:06:20,714 for morning filings anyway. 146 00:06:20,914 --> 00:06:22,082 You have work to do? 147 00:06:22,115 --> 00:06:23,216 I'm shocked. 148 00:06:23,249 --> 00:06:25,518 Yes. Lucy has to work. 149 00:06:44,971 --> 00:06:46,439 - Thanks. - Enjoy. 150 00:06:51,044 --> 00:06:52,445 Lucy Clark? 151 00:06:53,013 --> 00:06:54,080 It's Matt. 152 00:06:54,114 --> 00:06:55,248 We lived next door to each other 153 00:06:55,281 --> 00:06:56,483 when we were kids. 154 00:06:57,517 --> 00:06:59,619 Oh, my gosh, Matt, how are you? 155 00:06:59,652 --> 00:07:01,187 - Please sit. - I'm good. 156 00:07:01,221 --> 00:07:03,189 I'm, I'm good. How are you? 157 00:07:03,223 --> 00:07:04,491 You look great. 158 00:07:05,725 --> 00:07:06,659 Thanks. 159 00:07:07,560 --> 00:07:09,529 So sorry. What are you doing in Chicago? 160 00:07:09,796 --> 00:07:10,864 I'm here for a work conference. 161 00:07:10,897 --> 00:07:13,533 Although I'm headed back to Milwaukee for Christmas. 162 00:07:13,767 --> 00:07:16,036 Yeah. What about you? What have you been up to? 163 00:07:16,703 --> 00:07:18,772 Well, I am a lawyer now. 164 00:07:18,805 --> 00:07:21,841 I actually just made partner at my firm today. 165 00:07:21,875 --> 00:07:24,177 No way. Congratulations. 166 00:07:24,210 --> 00:07:26,012 Wow. Lucy Clark, 167 00:07:26,046 --> 00:07:29,082 district attorney, stopping crime one law at a time. 168 00:07:29,749 --> 00:07:30,850 I don't know if lawyers have slogans, 169 00:07:30,884 --> 00:07:32,485 but you can have that one if you want. 170 00:07:33,286 --> 00:07:34,954 Seriously, partner. Wow. Awesome. 171 00:07:35,622 --> 00:07:36,690 What are you doing to celebrate? 172 00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:39,859 This. 173 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:42,762 Okay, well, that's great too. 174 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:45,031 I mean, you know, can't go wrong with pancakes. 175 00:07:46,299 --> 00:07:49,636 So, tell me about you. You ever become a famous 176 00:07:49,669 --> 00:07:51,905 - Broadway actor? - Uh, no. 177 00:07:52,706 --> 00:07:54,174 It turns out you can't become 178 00:07:54,207 --> 00:07:55,975 a famous Broadway actor if you don't act. 179 00:07:57,110 --> 00:07:59,045 You stopped acting. 180 00:07:59,079 --> 00:08:01,548 That is like all you ever dreamed of when we were kids. 181 00:08:01,581 --> 00:08:02,682 Well, sometimes 182 00:08:02,716 --> 00:08:05,518 people who dream of acting become insurance salesman. 183 00:08:06,219 --> 00:08:08,321 Yeah, which is still exciting, too. 184 00:08:08,355 --> 00:08:11,791 I mean, it's kind of like the rice cakes of careers. 185 00:08:12,926 --> 00:08:15,161 I'm trying to remember the last time we saw each other. 186 00:08:15,195 --> 00:08:16,896 I think it was my play. 187 00:08:16,930 --> 00:08:20,066 No, it was the, the ice skating rink. 188 00:08:20,934 --> 00:08:22,836 Right. Yeah, with the... 189 00:08:22,869 --> 00:08:24,604 - Yeah. - Yeah. 190 00:08:25,605 --> 00:08:28,174 So I heard that you married Jessi Bloorfield. 191 00:08:28,975 --> 00:08:32,645 - That is wild. - Yes, I did. We're kind of 192 00:08:32,679 --> 00:08:35,815 going through a separation right now, but... 193 00:08:35,849 --> 00:08:37,650 - It'll be all right. - That that's, 194 00:08:39,252 --> 00:08:40,653 terrible. 195 00:08:40,687 --> 00:08:43,256 You know, if you ever need advice 196 00:08:43,289 --> 00:08:44,924 or someone to talk to... 197 00:08:47,193 --> 00:08:48,361 Oh. With you. 198 00:08:48,395 --> 00:08:51,698 That would be a little, be a little weird, don't you think? 199 00:08:51,731 --> 00:08:55,135 I mean, we haven't really been in touch in 25 years. 200 00:08:55,635 --> 00:08:57,604 Yeah. No. You're right. That is, inappropriate. 201 00:08:57,637 --> 00:08:59,706 I was kidding. 202 00:09:00,340 --> 00:09:02,242 But are you going home for the holidays? 203 00:09:02,275 --> 00:09:03,877 I mean, maybe we can catch up then. 204 00:09:03,910 --> 00:09:06,146 No, I haven't been home in years. 205 00:09:08,214 --> 00:09:09,582 Same old Lucy. 206 00:09:10,216 --> 00:09:11,651 What is that supposed to mean? 207 00:09:13,253 --> 00:09:14,721 Oh, I don't know. 208 00:09:14,754 --> 00:09:17,390 I mean, just the kind of... 209 00:09:17,424 --> 00:09:19,693 You know, avoid the people closest to you. 210 00:09:20,193 --> 00:09:21,695 Who have I ever done that with? 211 00:09:21,928 --> 00:09:24,330 Are you serious? I mean, your family. 212 00:09:24,364 --> 00:09:27,600 Your best friend, Nadine. Me? 213 00:09:28,401 --> 00:09:31,604 I mean, we were really close, I thought, 214 00:09:31,871 --> 00:09:33,673 and then you kind of just disappeared on me. 215 00:09:35,275 --> 00:09:36,943 Do you ever think about 216 00:09:36,976 --> 00:09:40,714 what could have been if life had gone differently? 217 00:09:40,747 --> 00:09:43,083 Cause I know I have. 218 00:09:43,116 --> 00:09:45,385 No, I mean, 219 00:09:45,418 --> 00:09:47,187 - sorry, you have? - Yeah. 220 00:09:47,220 --> 00:09:49,089 I mean, I think most people have. 221 00:09:51,157 --> 00:09:52,192 What have you thought about 222 00:09:52,225 --> 00:09:54,160 in this alternate life? 223 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:00,667 You know what? 224 00:10:00,700 --> 00:10:01,868 Sorry. Forget I said anything. 225 00:10:01,901 --> 00:10:05,038 It's late, and there's a storm coming in, so I got to go. 226 00:10:05,772 --> 00:10:07,140 Merry Christmas, Luce. 227 00:10:08,942 --> 00:10:10,043 Yeah. You too. 228 00:10:23,757 --> 00:10:25,158 Do you always close down emotionally 229 00:10:25,191 --> 00:10:26,192 when a moment gets too real? 230 00:10:26,226 --> 00:10:27,761 Or is that just specific to him? 231 00:10:28,328 --> 00:10:30,296 What? I'm sorry. 232 00:10:30,330 --> 00:10:32,899 - Who are you? - Okay. Next question. 233 00:10:32,932 --> 00:10:37,203 Do you have any really close connections with anyone? 234 00:10:37,937 --> 00:10:39,806 I'm sorry. What is going on right now? 235 00:10:39,839 --> 00:10:41,041 I'm gonna take that as a no. 236 00:10:41,374 --> 00:10:43,343 No, I have close connections with people. 237 00:10:43,376 --> 00:10:49,015 There's my assistant, Spencer, and then Spencer's boyfriend. 238 00:10:49,349 --> 00:10:51,785 - Who's name is? - Brody? 239 00:10:52,952 --> 00:10:55,055 You know, most people who have real connections 240 00:10:55,088 --> 00:10:58,224 don't celebrate major life achievements alone. 241 00:10:58,992 --> 00:11:00,326 Yes, they do. 242 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:02,729 - Probably. - Okay, okay. Last question. 243 00:11:02,762 --> 00:11:04,297 And I promise I'm gonna leave you alone. 244 00:11:05,465 --> 00:11:07,834 If you could do your life over, 245 00:11:07,867 --> 00:11:09,102 would you do it differently? 246 00:11:09,969 --> 00:11:10,804 No. 247 00:11:11,371 --> 00:11:13,340 I have worked really hard for what I have, 248 00:11:13,373 --> 00:11:15,208 and I couldn't give that up. 249 00:11:15,241 --> 00:11:16,409 Can't have it all. 250 00:11:16,443 --> 00:11:17,711 What if you could have it all? 251 00:11:18,745 --> 00:11:20,413 Well, it doesn't really matter, because people 252 00:11:20,447 --> 00:11:21,715 can't change the past. 253 00:11:22,048 --> 00:11:23,850 But you can change the future. 254 00:11:25,985 --> 00:11:28,188 But I mean, what do I know? 255 00:11:28,221 --> 00:11:29,122 I just pour coffee. 256 00:11:30,056 --> 00:11:32,459 I'll let you get back to your celebration. 257 00:11:32,492 --> 00:11:34,094 I'm gonna take these. They're cold. 258 00:11:36,229 --> 00:11:37,130 Okay. 259 00:11:51,544 --> 00:11:54,914 Okay. Matt. 260 00:11:54,948 --> 00:11:55,949 Olsen. 261 00:12:05,458 --> 00:12:06,826 No. 262 00:12:17,303 --> 00:12:18,304 Hey. For Lucy? 263 00:12:18,838 --> 00:12:21,041 - I'm Grace. - You again. 264 00:12:21,941 --> 00:12:23,543 How many jobs do you have? 265 00:12:23,943 --> 00:12:25,812 In this economy? Several. 266 00:12:26,279 --> 00:12:26,946 Hop in. 267 00:12:28,448 --> 00:12:30,250 What's with the steering wheel? 268 00:12:33,953 --> 00:12:35,488 So, where are you headed? 269 00:12:35,522 --> 00:12:36,523 Home. 270 00:12:37,757 --> 00:12:42,495 Okay, well, sit back, relax and I'll make sure you get to 271 00:12:42,529 --> 00:12:43,596 where you need to be. 272 00:12:48,935 --> 00:12:49,769 If you're traveling on the I-94, 273 00:12:49,803 --> 00:12:51,971 watch out for incoming flurries. 274 00:13:46,259 --> 00:13:47,327 Wake up, Lucy. 275 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:48,261 You're home. 276 00:13:50,597 --> 00:13:52,132 Thanks. 277 00:14:01,708 --> 00:14:02,575 - Hi. - Hey. 278 00:14:03,143 --> 00:14:04,344 Where did you take me? 279 00:14:05,645 --> 00:14:06,479 You said you wanted to go home. 280 00:14:06,513 --> 00:14:08,915 Not my childhood home in Milwaukee. 281 00:14:09,182 --> 00:14:10,583 I meant my home. 282 00:14:10,617 --> 00:14:12,352 My apartment in Chicago. 283 00:14:13,119 --> 00:14:15,121 - Oh. - No. You got to take me back. 284 00:14:15,422 --> 00:14:17,257 Yeah, that's not possible. 285 00:14:17,290 --> 00:14:20,193 You don't understand. I can't. I can't do this. 286 00:14:20,226 --> 00:14:21,561 You know, it's getting really cold out here. 287 00:14:21,594 --> 00:14:22,996 I would get inside if I were you. 288 00:14:23,530 --> 00:14:24,998 - Oh... - Good night. 289 00:14:36,676 --> 00:14:37,711 My phone. 290 00:14:37,744 --> 00:14:39,946 Oh, and my laptop bag. 291 00:14:43,650 --> 00:14:45,018 Nothing ever changes. 292 00:14:53,093 --> 00:14:57,063 Hey, I didn't know she got a new dog. 293 00:14:57,464 --> 00:14:59,466 You look just like Maxey. 294 00:15:00,367 --> 00:15:01,968 All right. See you later. 295 00:15:08,475 --> 00:15:09,509 Lucy, is that you? 296 00:15:10,577 --> 00:15:12,245 Yeah Mom, it's me. 297 00:15:12,746 --> 00:15:14,481 Decided to come home after all. 298 00:15:15,115 --> 00:15:17,017 It's after midnight. 299 00:15:17,050 --> 00:15:18,318 We'll talk about this in the morning. 300 00:15:18,685 --> 00:15:20,954 Okay. Night, Mom. 301 00:15:38,304 --> 00:15:40,106 Joshua Jackson. 302 00:15:40,473 --> 00:15:41,508 Really Lucy? 303 00:15:52,085 --> 00:15:53,753 It's a blast from the past 304 00:15:53,787 --> 00:15:56,256 in ultimate 90s rom-com jam. 305 00:15:57,390 --> 00:15:59,292 Oh, I love that song. 306 00:16:03,063 --> 00:16:04,230 Shower's all yours. 307 00:16:04,264 --> 00:16:05,632 Oh, hey, can I borrow your phone? 308 00:16:05,665 --> 00:16:07,400 - I need to call the... - It's hanging in the kitchen. 309 00:16:19,512 --> 00:16:21,281 Cute bangs? 310 00:16:21,748 --> 00:16:22,716 That's weird. 311 00:16:22,749 --> 00:16:24,551 I don't even need my... 312 00:16:50,844 --> 00:16:52,245 Morning! 313 00:16:54,748 --> 00:16:55,648 You. 314 00:16:56,816 --> 00:16:59,352 This paper says it's 1999. 315 00:16:59,886 --> 00:17:02,455 Why does this paper say it's 1999? 316 00:17:04,457 --> 00:17:06,359 Oh, I get it. 317 00:17:06,393 --> 00:17:09,095 Did my friends at the office set this up as 318 00:17:09,129 --> 00:17:12,265 like a congratulations on your promotion kind of thing? 319 00:17:12,766 --> 00:17:14,267 You don't have any friends at the office. 320 00:17:15,602 --> 00:17:18,138 Well, then... 321 00:17:18,171 --> 00:17:19,172 What's going on? 322 00:17:19,205 --> 00:17:20,774 This is my Christmas gift to you. 323 00:17:20,807 --> 00:17:22,208 Merry Christmas. 324 00:17:22,242 --> 00:17:24,177 Your Christmas gift to me? 325 00:17:24,210 --> 00:17:26,079 I brought you back to the last time that 326 00:17:26,579 --> 00:17:28,615 you weren't alone and you had real connections with people. 327 00:17:29,783 --> 00:17:31,584 1999. 328 00:17:32,485 --> 00:17:34,421 So what? I'm 19? 329 00:17:34,454 --> 00:17:35,455 You look good. 330 00:17:35,488 --> 00:17:36,656 I still live at home. 331 00:17:38,892 --> 00:17:40,627 It's the first Christmas without my Dad. 332 00:17:42,729 --> 00:17:44,464 Okay, 333 00:17:44,497 --> 00:17:45,432 okay. 334 00:17:45,465 --> 00:17:46,466 It's 1999. 335 00:17:47,534 --> 00:17:48,735 Now what? 336 00:17:48,768 --> 00:17:51,671 Am I supposed to relive this Christmas 337 00:17:51,705 --> 00:17:54,841 and fix all the mistakes I made so I can go back to my time 338 00:17:54,874 --> 00:17:56,876 and cook Christmas goose for all the townsfolk? 339 00:17:56,910 --> 00:17:58,011 No, no, no. 340 00:17:58,044 --> 00:18:00,313 If you change anything about the past, it could have 341 00:18:00,347 --> 00:18:03,149 some really serious consequences for your future. 342 00:18:03,516 --> 00:18:04,751 You don't want to destroy everything 343 00:18:04,784 --> 00:18:05,952 you've worked so hard to create, right? 344 00:18:06,753 --> 00:18:09,689 All those really great friends you share your success with. 345 00:18:10,924 --> 00:18:12,892 Okay. When I said that, 346 00:18:13,593 --> 00:18:15,528 I didn't know you were an actual Christmas 347 00:18:15,562 --> 00:18:18,198 wizard who was going to bring me back to my past. 348 00:18:18,231 --> 00:18:19,766 Okay. Think of this more as, like a 349 00:18:19,799 --> 00:18:21,434 glimpse into your past. 350 00:18:21,468 --> 00:18:23,503 And then when you go back to your future, 351 00:18:23,536 --> 00:18:24,771 you can change the thing 352 00:18:24,804 --> 00:18:26,706 that helps you get everything you want. 353 00:18:26,740 --> 00:18:28,641 I already have everything I want. 354 00:18:28,675 --> 00:18:30,777 And what do you mean, "Get me back to my future?" 355 00:18:30,810 --> 00:18:33,313 Who are you, Doc Brown? 356 00:18:33,346 --> 00:18:34,180 The future's where you came from. 357 00:18:34,214 --> 00:18:36,683 - Where am I at now? - Past. Present. 358 00:18:37,417 --> 00:18:38,918 Now you're just talking in riddles. 359 00:18:38,952 --> 00:18:39,819 You know what? There are a lot of 360 00:18:39,853 --> 00:18:41,421 people who would never get to do this. 361 00:18:42,422 --> 00:18:43,490 Okay, then, 362 00:18:43,523 --> 00:18:46,259 can I at least have my phone and my computer back? 363 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:48,228 I still have a lot of work I have to do. 364 00:18:48,261 --> 00:18:50,697 Sure. Your programs, they run on Windows 95, right? 365 00:18:51,564 --> 00:18:53,933 This is 1999. 366 00:18:53,967 --> 00:18:55,969 Everything you're used to hasn't been invented yet. 367 00:18:56,002 --> 00:18:57,671 There is no Wi-Fi. 368 00:18:57,704 --> 00:18:59,239 Oh. There's smartphones. 369 00:18:59,272 --> 00:19:01,341 The cloud is just a cloud. 370 00:19:02,909 --> 00:19:05,211 They had email in '99. 371 00:19:05,245 --> 00:19:07,480 Could you at least check my emails? 372 00:19:08,448 --> 00:19:09,382 Okay, fine. 373 00:19:09,416 --> 00:19:12,652 I could maybe, maybe get you a Palm Pilot. 374 00:19:13,253 --> 00:19:14,954 Oh, which is great now, because without your 375 00:19:14,988 --> 00:19:17,390 glasses, you can still see tiny letters. 376 00:19:18,491 --> 00:19:20,694 Look, why don't you just enjoy your time here? 377 00:19:20,727 --> 00:19:22,495 And maybe your 20/20 vision. 378 00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:25,932 I don't want to be here. 379 00:19:25,965 --> 00:19:28,301 Oh, yes you do. 380 00:19:29,803 --> 00:19:30,704 Oh, good. 381 00:19:30,737 --> 00:19:32,305 She can disappear, too. 382 00:19:32,939 --> 00:19:34,407 How fun is that? 383 00:19:41,848 --> 00:19:45,785 Hey. That means you are Maxey. 384 00:19:46,619 --> 00:19:49,356 I never thought I would see you again. 385 00:19:49,389 --> 00:19:52,425 You're still the best. 386 00:19:52,992 --> 00:19:55,829 Hey, do you remember the trick? You do? 387 00:19:55,862 --> 00:19:57,630 Say cheese. 388 00:19:58,398 --> 00:20:00,800 Good job. Okay, spin around. 389 00:20:00,834 --> 00:20:02,369 Spin around. 390 00:20:02,402 --> 00:20:03,536 I really missed you lots. 391 00:20:39,939 --> 00:20:42,475 - Hi, Dad. - Lucy, is that you? 392 00:20:43,410 --> 00:20:44,944 Yeah, Mom. It's me. 393 00:20:44,978 --> 00:20:45,879 Good morning. 394 00:20:45,912 --> 00:20:47,881 - Good morning. - Come have some breakfast. 395 00:20:48,815 --> 00:20:50,283 Okay. I'll be there in a second. 396 00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:55,588 Guess I should go say hello to the rest of the family. 397 00:21:07,701 --> 00:21:08,568 Morning, sunshine. 398 00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:10,337 Hey, can you grab me that towel, please? 399 00:21:10,837 --> 00:21:11,805 Sure. 400 00:21:12,605 --> 00:21:14,040 Thank you. 401 00:21:14,074 --> 00:21:18,511 So, how is everyone doing this morning? 402 00:21:18,978 --> 00:21:21,381 Well, we are very, very busy. 403 00:21:22,148 --> 00:21:23,717 Orange juice and cereal is over the for you. 404 00:21:24,517 --> 00:21:25,585 Do you have any almond milk? 405 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:27,420 Almond milk? 406 00:21:27,921 --> 00:21:28,855 You can milk an almond? 407 00:21:31,057 --> 00:21:34,961 Alex, you look so young. 408 00:21:34,994 --> 00:21:37,497 Ew, don't call me Alex, I hate that. 409 00:21:37,530 --> 00:21:38,965 You told me to call you Alex. 410 00:21:38,998 --> 00:21:40,367 I would never tell you to call me Alex. 411 00:21:41,501 --> 00:21:42,502 Okay. I don't need any double trouble this morning. 412 00:21:42,535 --> 00:21:43,536 Okay? 413 00:21:43,870 --> 00:21:45,905 Okay. Sorry, Alexa. 414 00:21:47,474 --> 00:21:48,742 Nice to see you, Mom. 415 00:21:49,175 --> 00:21:50,643 Nice glasses. 416 00:21:51,878 --> 00:21:55,382 Well, they're the gift that life gives you for getting older. 417 00:21:57,150 --> 00:21:59,652 Oh come on. 418 00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:02,122 Mom is a little stressed. 419 00:22:02,155 --> 00:22:03,857 Yeah, I am a little stressed. 420 00:22:03,890 --> 00:22:05,091 But it's because I have so much 421 00:22:05,125 --> 00:22:06,526 to do before your grandparents get here. 422 00:22:07,894 --> 00:22:09,863 It'd be different if your dad were still here. 423 00:22:10,096 --> 00:22:11,631 We all need to pitch in. Okay? 424 00:22:11,664 --> 00:22:13,433 I forgot how great of a baker you were. 425 00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:15,735 Mom, I promise when Britney and I are done 426 00:22:15,769 --> 00:22:17,737 band practice, I will come home and I'll help. 427 00:22:17,771 --> 00:22:20,907 That's right. Britney, your friend. 428 00:22:24,110 --> 00:22:25,578 Mom, can I get a ride? 429 00:22:26,446 --> 00:22:27,480 I am sorry, sweetheart. 430 00:22:27,514 --> 00:22:29,015 I have no extra time today. 431 00:22:29,049 --> 00:22:31,885 - I'm sure you'll work it out. - Fine. 432 00:22:32,485 --> 00:22:34,120 And you, for staying out all night 433 00:22:34,154 --> 00:22:35,455 And not calling, you get the privilege 434 00:22:35,488 --> 00:22:36,890 of taking out the garbage. 435 00:22:36,923 --> 00:22:38,591 But... 436 00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,529 What a mess. 437 00:22:52,906 --> 00:22:54,607 Oh my gosh. 438 00:22:55,942 --> 00:22:57,811 I am so sorry. 439 00:22:59,713 --> 00:23:01,014 - Matt. - Good morning, Lobster. 440 00:23:02,048 --> 00:23:05,051 - You look the same. - From yesterday? 441 00:23:05,719 --> 00:23:09,022 I mean, yeah, I did change my clothes 442 00:23:09,723 --> 00:23:11,825 so is that not good enough? You want me to go and try again? 443 00:23:13,059 --> 00:23:14,060 Do you want me to, 444 00:23:14,094 --> 00:23:16,730 I don't know, pierce my ear? What do you think? 445 00:23:17,564 --> 00:23:18,698 Are you okay, Lobster? 446 00:23:19,733 --> 00:23:21,634 Lobster? That's right. You used to call me that. 447 00:23:22,802 --> 00:23:23,903 Why again? 448 00:23:23,937 --> 00:23:26,773 Well, because, you didn't like when I called you Mambo 449 00:23:26,806 --> 00:23:29,642 when you performed "Mambo No. 5" at the talent show. 450 00:23:29,676 --> 00:23:31,845 - Oh, no. That happened? - Oh, yes. That did. 451 00:23:32,779 --> 00:23:34,547 I'm really looking forward to his next album, 452 00:23:34,581 --> 00:23:36,483 because I can't wait to see what song you do next. 453 00:23:36,950 --> 00:23:38,618 Next album. 454 00:23:38,651 --> 00:23:40,620 Oh, I got to finish shoveling before rehearsal. 455 00:23:40,653 --> 00:23:42,655 If my parents ask, you did not see me. 456 00:23:42,689 --> 00:23:45,525 They're still on that whole acting is a unrealistic career, 457 00:23:45,558 --> 00:23:48,194 and you're banned from the play thing, so. 458 00:23:48,228 --> 00:23:49,829 But we're still on for later, right? 459 00:23:50,864 --> 00:23:52,866 Yeah. Later. 460 00:23:52,899 --> 00:23:54,267 - Yeah. - Okay. 461 00:23:54,300 --> 00:23:56,069 You are weird. 462 00:23:56,102 --> 00:23:57,470 Yeah. 463 00:23:59,005 --> 00:24:00,040 What's happening later? 464 00:24:04,978 --> 00:24:05,945 This might be weird, but do 465 00:24:05,979 --> 00:24:08,181 you know what I'm supposed to do with Matt later? 466 00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,750 No idea. Why don't you ask Nadine? 467 00:24:12,552 --> 00:24:14,287 Nadine. Thanks. 468 00:24:18,625 --> 00:24:20,226 What's up? 469 00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:24,731 Okay. I'm just gonna lay it on you. 470 00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:28,601 You're into sci-fi stuff, so, please keep an open mind. 471 00:24:29,903 --> 00:24:31,037 I'm from the future. 472 00:24:32,772 --> 00:24:35,008 I'm not actually the Lucy you see in front of you. 473 00:24:35,041 --> 00:24:38,878 I was taken back to the year 1999, and I'm 474 00:24:40,780 --> 00:24:41,881 19 again. 475 00:24:41,915 --> 00:24:42,882 I'm sorry. What? 476 00:24:42,916 --> 00:24:44,017 Okay, listen, 477 00:24:44,050 --> 00:24:48,922 I already lived this Christmas 25 years ago, I grew up. 478 00:24:49,255 --> 00:24:53,159 And then last night, a mystical ride-share driver picked me up. 479 00:24:53,193 --> 00:24:56,296 But instead of taking me home in 2024, 480 00:24:56,329 --> 00:24:59,899 she brought me back to 1999 at my mom's house. 481 00:24:59,933 --> 00:25:02,168 And I'm, 482 00:25:02,202 --> 00:25:03,536 I'm 19 again. 483 00:25:07,607 --> 00:25:09,309 I have questions. 484 00:25:09,342 --> 00:25:13,646 First, what is a mystical ride square driver? 485 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:15,915 Is that some sort of futuristic flying polygon? 486 00:25:16,950 --> 00:25:18,718 Okay, 487 00:25:18,752 --> 00:25:20,120 here, 488 00:25:20,153 --> 00:25:21,888 here, look at this. 489 00:25:21,921 --> 00:25:25,091 December 21st, 2024 I was made partner at this law firm. 490 00:25:27,060 --> 00:25:28,161 You could fake this. 491 00:25:30,663 --> 00:25:31,898 You're gonna have to tell me something that only future 492 00:25:31,931 --> 00:25:33,967 - Lucy would know. - Oh! I got it. 493 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:37,303 Last year, Donny Paxton took you to a Backstreet Boys concert, 494 00:25:37,337 --> 00:25:39,072 and you kissed him. 495 00:25:40,807 --> 00:25:41,975 I don't like the Backstreet Boys. 496 00:25:42,976 --> 00:25:44,978 Wait, I didn't tell you about that. 497 00:25:45,245 --> 00:25:48,181 Not yet. 498 00:25:51,317 --> 00:25:53,053 You are from the future. 499 00:25:56,222 --> 00:25:57,223 Yeah. 500 00:25:57,257 --> 00:26:00,794 So what else is different in 2024? 501 00:26:02,295 --> 00:26:04,631 Let's see. Oh, okay. 502 00:26:04,664 --> 00:26:06,900 Well, phones do everything now. 503 00:26:06,933 --> 00:26:10,870 They store your music and your pictures and the internet. 504 00:26:11,871 --> 00:26:12,806 Pretty much the only thing that people don't 505 00:26:12,839 --> 00:26:15,008 do with their phones is use them as phones. 506 00:26:16,009 --> 00:26:18,712 The second you hear the word iPhone. 507 00:26:18,745 --> 00:26:20,080 Buy as much stock as you can. 508 00:26:24,284 --> 00:26:26,019 Ugh, that song again. 509 00:26:29,456 --> 00:26:31,791 Huh. Must be broken. 510 00:26:32,759 --> 00:26:34,027 So what is my job in the future? 511 00:26:34,060 --> 00:26:35,128 What happened to the letterhead? 512 00:26:35,161 --> 00:26:36,429 Am I working for NASA? 513 00:26:36,463 --> 00:26:38,998 Discovering new lifeforms on distant planets? 514 00:26:39,933 --> 00:26:41,034 Am I a lawyer? 515 00:26:42,335 --> 00:26:45,105 I, don't know if I should keep discussing the future with you. 516 00:26:45,138 --> 00:26:47,107 Mm. Space time continuum. 517 00:26:47,140 --> 00:26:48,408 Got it. 518 00:26:48,441 --> 00:26:49,909 There's got to be a reason you're back. 519 00:26:50,377 --> 00:26:51,878 Maybe it has to do with Matt. 520 00:26:51,911 --> 00:26:52,946 You guys end up together, right? 521 00:26:54,014 --> 00:26:54,881 Seriously? 522 00:26:54,914 --> 00:26:55,949 You've been in love with him 523 00:26:55,982 --> 00:26:58,051 forever, and you never make a move. 524 00:26:58,852 --> 00:27:00,854 Well, I mean, near Christmas, he, 525 00:27:00,887 --> 00:27:03,857 he goes to kiss me at the ice rink under some mistletoe, 526 00:27:04,190 --> 00:27:06,192 and I just panicked. 527 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:10,063 Our whole history flashes in front of my eyes, and I leave. 528 00:27:10,730 --> 00:27:13,933 I move away, we drift apart and just... 529 00:27:16,736 --> 00:27:18,004 That's got to be it then. 530 00:27:18,238 --> 00:27:19,939 You were sent back to redo 531 00:27:19,973 --> 00:27:22,075 that kiss and have a second chance with Matt. 532 00:27:23,443 --> 00:27:25,078 - That can't be it. - Yeah. 533 00:27:26,079 --> 00:27:26,913 You think that's it? 534 00:27:26,946 --> 00:27:29,115 I'm telling you, in all future fiction, 535 00:27:29,149 --> 00:27:31,317 the person brought back always has to figure out 536 00:27:31,351 --> 00:27:32,919 why before they can go back home. 537 00:27:32,952 --> 00:27:34,854 Redo that kiss, and this whole thing will be over. 538 00:27:35,488 --> 00:27:37,057 You're meeting him at the diner today. 539 00:27:37,090 --> 00:27:38,725 Do it there. Why wait? 540 00:27:38,758 --> 00:27:41,261 Yes. The diner. 541 00:27:42,429 --> 00:27:43,797 Okay. 542 00:27:43,830 --> 00:27:45,098 I'm off to go back to the future. 543 00:27:46,299 --> 00:27:47,867 - Thanks, Nads. - Dude. 544 00:27:47,901 --> 00:27:49,969 You're like real life Marty McFly. 545 00:27:50,003 --> 00:27:51,438 That's so rad. 546 00:27:51,471 --> 00:27:52,939 I said almost the same thing. 547 00:27:52,972 --> 00:27:53,873 Hey, do you think I'll remember 548 00:27:53,907 --> 00:27:55,308 this conversation in 2024? 549 00:27:56,843 --> 00:27:58,111 Obviously, we're still best friends, right? 550 00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:01,715 We're not friends anymore? 551 00:28:03,149 --> 00:28:06,920 Okay. Look, we kind of drift apart after this year, too. 552 00:28:06,953 --> 00:28:08,922 But it's not your fault. It's mine. 553 00:28:08,955 --> 00:28:10,924 You don't do anything wrong. 554 00:28:12,492 --> 00:28:14,828 Hey. 555 00:28:16,262 --> 00:28:17,397 You never know. 556 00:28:17,430 --> 00:28:21,001 Maybe things will change for us after I redo the kiss. 557 00:28:21,034 --> 00:28:22,168 I hope so. 558 00:28:22,202 --> 00:28:25,005 I can't imagine my life being amazing without you in it. 559 00:28:25,038 --> 00:28:26,740 Yeah. 560 00:28:28,041 --> 00:28:31,511 Hey, just be careful where you live in the future. 561 00:28:31,544 --> 00:28:35,749 Like, just check all the pipes. Twice. 562 00:28:36,249 --> 00:28:37,851 - Okay. - Wish me luck. 563 00:28:51,264 --> 00:28:52,365 I'm staring. 564 00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:56,803 I just can't get over how youthful you looked... 565 00:28:56,836 --> 00:29:00,273 Look, now and in the future, actually. 566 00:29:01,174 --> 00:29:03,410 Sometimes I use my mom's anti-aging cream. 567 00:29:04,244 --> 00:29:06,112 Kind of lock in my youthful vigor. 568 00:29:06,946 --> 00:29:08,548 Have you given any more thought about what school 569 00:29:08,581 --> 00:29:09,549 you're gonna go to? 570 00:29:09,582 --> 00:29:11,951 You know, Chicago or New York? 571 00:29:12,452 --> 00:29:14,587 Northwestern or Columbia? 572 00:29:14,621 --> 00:29:15,889 I forgot all about that. 573 00:29:15,922 --> 00:29:18,591 I had to choose because I... 574 00:29:18,625 --> 00:29:19,959 Got into both schools. 575 00:29:19,993 --> 00:29:23,029 I, actually, I haven't decided yet. 576 00:29:23,496 --> 00:29:25,298 I got the full ride to Northwestern, 577 00:29:25,331 --> 00:29:26,299 but I'd have to pay 578 00:29:26,332 --> 00:29:29,336 for Columbia, so I'm still thinking it over. 579 00:29:30,203 --> 00:29:31,104 Right. Yeah. 580 00:29:32,339 --> 00:29:35,542 Well, I mean, not to push you either way, but, 581 00:29:35,575 --> 00:29:36,576 the acting school I got into 582 00:29:36,609 --> 00:29:39,346 is like a 15 minute subway ride from Columbia. 583 00:29:39,379 --> 00:29:42,048 So, not that I researched it. 584 00:29:42,082 --> 00:29:43,249 Just I think it'd be, you know, 585 00:29:43,283 --> 00:29:45,018 pretty cool if we ended up there together. 586 00:29:46,252 --> 00:29:49,089 I'm still going to have to think about it a little more. 587 00:29:50,223 --> 00:29:51,958 Yeah. I mean, me, too. 588 00:29:51,991 --> 00:29:52,826 I don't even know if I'd go. 589 00:29:52,859 --> 00:29:54,194 My parents would flip if I told them 590 00:29:54,227 --> 00:29:55,495 I was going to school for acting. 591 00:29:56,129 --> 00:29:57,897 Well, I mean, you never know what could happen. 592 00:29:57,931 --> 00:30:00,934 I mean, I could go to Chicago and you could be, 593 00:30:01,468 --> 00:30:02,902 I don't know, an insurance salesman. 594 00:30:03,536 --> 00:30:05,305 Yeah, yeah. 595 00:30:05,338 --> 00:30:07,073 If I'm in insurance 596 00:30:07,107 --> 00:30:08,942 then something went really wrong in my life. 597 00:30:10,243 --> 00:30:12,345 Matt. As if. 598 00:30:12,379 --> 00:30:13,880 - Hi, Jessi. - Hi, Lucy. 599 00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:15,515 That's so weird. 600 00:30:15,548 --> 00:30:17,484 I just saw you at rehearsal, and now you're here. 601 00:30:17,517 --> 00:30:19,352 It's almost like fate or something. 602 00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:22,022 Yeah, it's a coincidence, for sure. 603 00:30:22,389 --> 00:30:24,257 I was looking for you but you left so fast. 604 00:30:24,591 --> 00:30:25,925 Would you maybe want to, like, 605 00:30:25,959 --> 00:30:27,160 go to a movie or something later? 606 00:30:28,495 --> 00:30:29,996 Um. 607 00:30:30,497 --> 00:30:31,664 Well, I, 608 00:30:31,698 --> 00:30:35,201 I am pretty busy, you know, because I got family in town 609 00:30:35,235 --> 00:30:39,005 and the show, obviously, but maybe, like, after the holiday... 610 00:30:39,039 --> 00:30:42,208 Yes. Okay. It's a date. 611 00:30:42,409 --> 00:30:43,343 I'll see you later. 612 00:30:43,943 --> 00:30:45,145 - See ya. - Come on. 613 00:30:55,088 --> 00:30:55,755 Sorry. 614 00:30:55,789 --> 00:30:59,192 I just have to try something. 615 00:31:07,567 --> 00:31:09,502 Would you just excuse me? One second. 616 00:31:10,704 --> 00:31:12,105 Yeah, sure. 617 00:31:17,444 --> 00:31:19,012 Oh, no. I made it worse. 618 00:31:22,749 --> 00:31:24,284 I actually forgot. 619 00:31:24,317 --> 00:31:26,286 I am late for a prior engagement, 620 00:31:26,319 --> 00:31:28,988 but thank you so much for the pancakes and the lovely chat. 621 00:31:29,022 --> 00:31:31,691 - I'll catch you later, okay? - Oh, okay. 622 00:31:31,725 --> 00:31:33,426 Don't forget the Reindeer Games. 623 00:31:36,296 --> 00:31:38,031 Thank you. Merry Christmas. 624 00:31:39,599 --> 00:31:43,069 - Hey, Lucy. - Ugh. You. 625 00:31:44,137 --> 00:31:45,605 How many jobs do you have? 626 00:31:45,638 --> 00:31:46,539 Did you already forget the rules? 627 00:31:46,573 --> 00:31:49,042 You can't change anything about the past. 628 00:31:49,075 --> 00:31:51,678 Oh, I know, disastrous future consequences. 629 00:31:51,711 --> 00:31:54,180 Is that why this keeps disappearing? 630 00:31:57,617 --> 00:31:59,386 Okay, what happens if I 631 00:31:59,419 --> 00:32:01,521 can't remember every little. Thing I did back then? 632 00:32:01,554 --> 00:32:04,190 But, like, what if I sneeze when I didn't sneeze before? 633 00:32:04,224 --> 00:32:05,592 Does that create a ripple in time 634 00:32:05,625 --> 00:32:07,627 and now the air fryer doesn't exist? 635 00:32:07,660 --> 00:32:09,162 You don't have to remember exactly. 636 00:32:09,195 --> 00:32:11,431 Just don't change anything significant 637 00:32:11,464 --> 00:32:13,400 like giving Nadine tips about the future. 638 00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:14,401 Okay, that is big. 639 00:32:14,434 --> 00:32:15,702 That's something that could put your future 640 00:32:15,735 --> 00:32:17,971 and your promotion in jeopardy. 641 00:32:18,438 --> 00:32:21,341 Why did you bring me back here if I can't change anything? 642 00:32:21,374 --> 00:32:24,044 Oh, there's still time for your future to be different. 643 00:32:24,077 --> 00:32:25,512 - Well, yeah, but how... - Thank you. 644 00:32:25,545 --> 00:32:26,546 Merry Christmas. 645 00:32:29,049 --> 00:32:30,383 Good. She's gone again. 646 00:32:31,284 --> 00:32:32,385 Great. 647 00:32:36,790 --> 00:32:38,758 Whatcha doing up there? 648 00:32:38,792 --> 00:32:41,594 Oh, I'm just getting the hard to reach places. 649 00:32:41,628 --> 00:32:42,696 I see. 650 00:32:43,229 --> 00:32:44,531 That's a lot of cleaning, Mom. 651 00:32:46,766 --> 00:32:49,102 I am fine, honey. 652 00:32:49,803 --> 00:32:52,305 Oh, and I meant to tell you, I still have so much 653 00:32:52,339 --> 00:32:53,606 to do around here. I'm not going to be able 654 00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:54,507 to watch you compete tonight. 655 00:32:54,541 --> 00:32:55,775 I am so sorry. 656 00:32:55,809 --> 00:32:57,210 That's okay. Don't worry about it. 657 00:32:58,845 --> 00:33:00,280 Wait. Compete at what? 658 00:33:16,229 --> 00:33:18,331 Hey. Ready to win this thing? 659 00:33:19,332 --> 00:33:21,835 You know what? I'm actually not feeling so well. So, rain check? 660 00:33:21,868 --> 00:33:25,205 Oh, come on, you can do great. We got this. 661 00:33:25,238 --> 00:33:27,207 There's a reason I picked you to be my partner. 662 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:28,742 I'm so glad I said yes to. 663 00:33:29,309 --> 00:33:31,811 Actually, you know, before we start the games. 664 00:33:31,845 --> 00:33:33,546 Do you maybe want to talk about 665 00:33:33,580 --> 00:33:34,614 what happened at the diner? 666 00:33:35,448 --> 00:33:37,650 Oh, yeah. 667 00:33:37,684 --> 00:33:38,618 That was just a joke. 668 00:33:39,252 --> 00:33:40,153 Wasn't it so funny? 669 00:33:40,186 --> 00:33:41,454 I mean, the look on your face. 670 00:33:42,188 --> 00:33:43,456 You didn't see that one coming. 671 00:33:43,490 --> 00:33:44,324 Yeah. Oh, yeah. 672 00:33:44,357 --> 00:33:46,659 Totally. I didn't didn't see that coming. 673 00:33:47,727 --> 00:33:48,762 For some reason, I thought maybe, like, 674 00:33:48,795 --> 00:33:50,330 it meant something else. 675 00:33:53,299 --> 00:33:55,468 Oh, I'll talk to you in a sec, okay? 676 00:33:55,502 --> 00:33:57,337 Oh, okay. 677 00:33:59,572 --> 00:34:01,374 - Hello. Hi. - Hi. 678 00:34:01,841 --> 00:34:03,777 How could you not warn me about this? 679 00:34:03,810 --> 00:34:05,111 Didn't seem important. 680 00:34:05,145 --> 00:34:07,647 - It's the silly Reindeer Games. - Yeah, the silly Reindeer Games 681 00:34:07,681 --> 00:34:09,282 I'm supposed to win. 682 00:34:09,315 --> 00:34:11,351 What's the big deal? So you don't win this time? 683 00:34:11,384 --> 00:34:13,620 I'm not allowed to change anything about the past. 684 00:34:14,721 --> 00:34:17,824 Right. Space time continuum. That' s a big deal. 685 00:34:17,857 --> 00:34:20,593 - Yeah. - Yeah. Okay, you can do this. 686 00:34:20,627 --> 00:34:23,363 Just tossing wreathes and a three-legged race. 687 00:34:23,396 --> 00:34:26,666 - How hard can that be? - Three. Two. 688 00:34:26,700 --> 00:34:29,569 One. Go! 689 00:34:42,782 --> 00:34:43,650 - You all right? - Yeah. 690 00:34:46,619 --> 00:34:47,587 - Oh. - Oh. 691 00:34:54,427 --> 00:34:55,662 Wreathes away! 692 00:34:57,864 --> 00:34:59,699 We practiced this. You got it. Just gentle 693 00:34:59,733 --> 00:35:01,768 So like a frisbee, like you're doing, we need three. 694 00:35:01,801 --> 00:35:02,902 That's all we need. 695 00:35:04,971 --> 00:35:05,939 Hey! 696 00:35:05,972 --> 00:35:06,706 We did it! 697 00:35:14,814 --> 00:35:16,449 Hey! 698 00:35:19,586 --> 00:35:20,787 We did it! 699 00:35:20,820 --> 00:35:23,523 We got a shot at this. We just have to win the final game. 700 00:35:23,890 --> 00:35:25,191 What's the final game? 701 00:35:27,827 --> 00:35:28,928 This is not good. 702 00:35:28,962 --> 00:35:31,898 I haven't skated or held a hockey stick in over 20 years. 703 00:35:35,502 --> 00:35:36,836 Remember, it's like riding a bike. 704 00:35:38,738 --> 00:35:41,274 Okay. So it's much, much harder than riding a bike. 705 00:35:46,846 --> 00:35:49,816 - Hey! You good? - I'm great. 706 00:35:49,849 --> 00:35:50,950 Wanna take some practice shots? 707 00:36:00,727 --> 00:36:02,495 Okay contenders. 708 00:36:02,529 --> 00:36:05,665 The final event is our breakaway challenge. 709 00:36:05,999 --> 00:36:09,235 Each player for each team must score a goal. 710 00:36:09,269 --> 00:36:11,905 And the team with the most goals wins. 711 00:36:11,938 --> 00:36:13,006 Three. 712 00:36:13,039 --> 00:36:16,443 Two. One. Go! 713 00:36:35,862 --> 00:36:36,896 You go first. 714 00:36:36,930 --> 00:36:38,531 Oh, okay. 715 00:36:51,044 --> 00:36:52,679 - Great work, Matty. - Thank you. 716 00:37:09,996 --> 00:37:11,364 I can't do this. 717 00:37:11,398 --> 00:37:13,867 You have to. Your entire future's at stake. 718 00:37:14,534 --> 00:37:16,903 Trust yourself. And remember, you've already done this before. 719 00:37:16,936 --> 00:37:18,371 Just do it again. 720 00:37:19,739 --> 00:37:21,641 Okay contenders. 721 00:37:21,675 --> 00:37:24,444 If Lucy from Jolly Team scores, they'll be crowned 722 00:37:24,477 --> 00:37:27,547 the 1999 Reindeer Games Champions. 723 00:37:36,089 --> 00:37:37,857 Okay, Lucy. 724 00:37:37,891 --> 00:37:39,659 Don't end the world. 725 00:37:49,102 --> 00:37:51,738 Congratulations to the Jolly Team. 726 00:38:03,650 --> 00:38:05,418 - Are you okay? - I'm good. 727 00:38:05,452 --> 00:38:07,787 She's okay, she's okay. 728 00:38:09,389 --> 00:38:11,124 We should do something to celebrate. 729 00:38:11,157 --> 00:38:13,460 Do the Reindeer Games really call for celebration? 730 00:38:14,160 --> 00:38:17,430 Excuse me? This is a historic achievement. 731 00:38:17,464 --> 00:38:20,033 And if you cannot celebrate the golden antlers, 732 00:38:20,066 --> 00:38:22,702 glittered chalice, what can you celebrate? 733 00:38:22,736 --> 00:38:23,870 Good point. 734 00:38:25,005 --> 00:38:26,539 Oh, I have an idea. 735 00:38:27,741 --> 00:38:28,975 Hello. 736 00:38:29,009 --> 00:38:30,643 Your largest waffle, please. 737 00:38:32,545 --> 00:38:34,881 - Oh, yeah. - This is ridiculous. 738 00:38:37,050 --> 00:38:38,718 To the winning team. 739 00:38:38,752 --> 00:38:39,753 Cheers. 740 00:38:42,022 --> 00:38:44,791 So, awkward transition. 741 00:38:44,824 --> 00:38:46,960 Have you given any more thought to schools? 742 00:38:47,627 --> 00:38:50,764 You know, maybe ones that are in or around New York? 743 00:38:52,198 --> 00:38:54,367 Okay, here's the issue that I faced... 744 00:38:54,901 --> 00:38:56,102 Face. 745 00:38:56,136 --> 00:38:57,570 Currently facing. 746 00:38:59,172 --> 00:39:01,641 I think that New York would be a lot of fun, 747 00:39:01,675 --> 00:39:04,744 but I think that going somewhere new on my own 748 00:39:05,178 --> 00:39:07,947 would just help me to heal from the pain of losing my dad. 749 00:39:09,516 --> 00:39:11,051 I mean, I've already postponed 750 00:39:11,084 --> 00:39:13,753 college a year because of it. So. 751 00:39:16,222 --> 00:39:18,792 Well, I just want you to know 752 00:39:18,825 --> 00:39:21,961 that you don't have to do any of that alone. 753 00:39:22,495 --> 00:39:25,432 Because I will always, always be here for you. 754 00:39:30,704 --> 00:39:32,105 Thanks, Matty. 755 00:39:32,138 --> 00:39:33,707 I really appreciate you saying that. 756 00:39:36,242 --> 00:39:38,712 - I can't eat this. - I can't either. 757 00:39:41,214 --> 00:39:43,783 You are a great teammate, I must say. 758 00:39:43,817 --> 00:39:46,753 And in fact, I think you deserve this. 759 00:39:47,487 --> 00:39:50,156 I can't. The Reindeer Games trophy is sacred. 760 00:39:50,190 --> 00:39:53,426 Oh, come one. You earned this. Take it. 761 00:39:53,727 --> 00:39:56,529 Just do me a favor, okay? Promise me one thing. 762 00:39:56,563 --> 00:39:58,598 You'll think about what I said when you make your decision, 763 00:39:59,132 --> 00:40:02,435 Okay? And I'm here if you need anything. 764 00:40:03,703 --> 00:40:04,738 I will. 765 00:40:06,539 --> 00:40:08,608 Okay. Good night, Lobster. 766 00:40:09,042 --> 00:40:10,443 Good night. 767 00:40:15,281 --> 00:40:16,516 Good night Mrs. Clark. 768 00:40:16,549 --> 00:40:18,585 Oh. Good night. Thank you. 769 00:40:19,185 --> 00:40:21,621 Mom, what are you doing? 770 00:40:21,955 --> 00:40:23,223 Well, this ribbon is 771 00:40:23,256 --> 00:40:25,592 not sitting right, and it needs to be perfect. 772 00:40:26,292 --> 00:40:27,861 - Yeah, I don't know. - Okay. It's late. 773 00:40:27,894 --> 00:40:28,762 We should go inside. 774 00:40:29,796 --> 00:40:31,831 Well, honey. Christmas is a couple of days away. 775 00:40:31,865 --> 00:40:35,001 There's no time for something silly like sleep. 776 00:40:35,535 --> 00:40:36,836 Maybe it's less about the ribbon 777 00:40:36,870 --> 00:40:39,873 and more about you trying to distract yourself. 778 00:40:39,906 --> 00:40:43,543 We could go inside and have some hot cocoa. 779 00:40:47,013 --> 00:40:48,548 Okay. Yeah. Okay. 780 00:40:49,649 --> 00:40:51,584 - It looks great. Okay. - Okay. 781 00:40:52,752 --> 00:40:55,488 - But this part is not. - No. 782 00:41:05,265 --> 00:41:07,634 Good morning. 783 00:41:10,970 --> 00:41:12,706 Whoa, Steve. 784 00:41:12,739 --> 00:41:13,873 Steve, stop! What are you doing? 785 00:41:13,907 --> 00:41:15,675 Hey, Tina. I'm just trimming the tree up. 786 00:41:15,942 --> 00:41:17,277 Berries drop everywhere. 787 00:41:18,545 --> 00:41:21,047 Steve, you can't just cut these trees. They're Rick's trees. 788 00:41:21,748 --> 00:41:23,583 - Be right back, Maxey. - But these are our trees. 789 00:41:23,616 --> 00:41:25,118 They are on our side. 790 00:41:25,151 --> 00:41:26,686 I know, but the trees, maybe. 791 00:41:26,720 --> 00:41:28,121 But the branches are falling on to my side. 792 00:41:28,154 --> 00:41:29,255 - So what? - That's the issue. 793 00:41:29,289 --> 00:41:31,191 - They're making quite a mess. - That's, that's great. 794 00:41:31,224 --> 00:41:32,092 What's going on? 795 00:41:32,826 --> 00:41:34,994 He wants to cut down your father's trees. 796 00:41:35,028 --> 00:41:37,864 Lucy, please tell your mom I just want them off my side. 797 00:41:37,897 --> 00:41:41,568 Okay. Legally, Mr. Olsen, land ordinances. 798 00:41:41,601 --> 00:41:43,003 You have the right to cut the branches, 799 00:41:43,036 --> 00:41:45,672 but only on your side of the property line. 800 00:41:45,705 --> 00:41:47,974 And only as long as it, it doesn't kill the trees. 801 00:41:50,143 --> 00:41:51,244 It's law. Look it up. 802 00:41:51,711 --> 00:41:53,146 In what? 803 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:55,248 I don't have any law books. 804 00:41:55,281 --> 00:41:57,684 - Google it. - Sorry? 805 00:41:58,251 --> 00:41:59,652 On the internet. 806 00:41:59,686 --> 00:42:02,222 Oh right. The, the internet. 807 00:42:02,255 --> 00:42:03,089 We'll do that. 808 00:42:06,926 --> 00:42:08,028 How did anyone wait 809 00:42:08,061 --> 00:42:09,095 this long for the internet? 810 00:42:11,264 --> 00:42:15,935 Okay. Milwaukee property line and fence laws. 811 00:42:16,636 --> 00:42:19,739 Do I smell Alice's famous Christmas gingersnaps? 812 00:42:19,773 --> 00:42:20,840 You do. 813 00:42:20,874 --> 00:42:22,642 She's baking up our neighbourhood batch right now. 814 00:42:22,676 --> 00:42:25,178 Oh, they smell amazing as usual. 815 00:42:25,211 --> 00:42:26,713 Oh, okay. 816 00:42:28,682 --> 00:42:31,184 Just trim your side. 817 00:42:31,217 --> 00:42:33,920 But please don't kill them. Okay? 818 00:42:33,953 --> 00:42:36,156 Rick planted those trees when we first moved here. 819 00:42:36,189 --> 00:42:37,657 He loved them. 820 00:42:37,691 --> 00:42:40,093 I promise, Tina, I just want them off my side. 821 00:42:40,694 --> 00:42:41,661 And I realize this 822 00:42:41,695 --> 00:42:44,030 has been a rough year for you and your family. 823 00:42:44,364 --> 00:42:46,933 And I really didn't mean to add to that. 824 00:42:46,966 --> 00:42:48,702 Hey, look, why don't we go see if Alice 825 00:42:48,735 --> 00:42:50,103 has some extra gingersnaps? 826 00:42:51,938 --> 00:42:53,173 That sounds great. 827 00:42:58,345 --> 00:43:00,347 - Okay. - Thanks for your help. 828 00:43:00,747 --> 00:43:02,082 You know how my dad can get. 829 00:43:02,115 --> 00:43:03,750 Not a problem. 830 00:43:03,783 --> 00:43:06,786 Somehow mediation is my area of expertise. 831 00:43:07,854 --> 00:43:10,724 Hey, you wouldn't want to, help me run lines would you? 832 00:43:12,859 --> 00:43:14,127 - Yeah. Okay. - Yes. Okay. 833 00:43:17,397 --> 00:43:19,332 You know, that was actually pretty great. 834 00:43:19,366 --> 00:43:20,900 - What was? - I don't know. 835 00:43:21,267 --> 00:43:22,802 Mediating a legal dispute 836 00:43:22,836 --> 00:43:25,038 where both parties end up happy with the result? 837 00:43:25,071 --> 00:43:28,141 Been handling a lot of land ordinance legal disputes 838 00:43:28,174 --> 00:43:29,442 - these days? - I'm actually more 839 00:43:29,476 --> 00:43:31,111 into divorce law. 840 00:43:31,144 --> 00:43:32,846 Ew. Why would you want to be 841 00:43:32,879 --> 00:43:34,714 the last stop before the end of a marriage? 842 00:43:34,748 --> 00:43:36,816 I guess it just sounds safe. 843 00:43:36,850 --> 00:43:39,352 Yeah. You can be any type of lawyer you'd want. 844 00:43:39,386 --> 00:43:40,453 You choose divorce lawyer? 845 00:43:40,487 --> 00:43:42,255 People need divorce lawyers, 846 00:43:42,288 --> 00:43:44,858 and it's an actual, achievable goal. 847 00:43:44,891 --> 00:43:47,827 Okay, but you do realize that you could choose a career 848 00:43:47,861 --> 00:43:51,131 that's less, I don't know, emotionally devastating. 849 00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:56,936 Did you tape every episode of "Friends"? 850 00:43:56,970 --> 00:43:58,071 Duh. 851 00:43:58,304 --> 00:43:59,739 Greatest show in the world. 852 00:44:00,907 --> 00:44:01,875 How so? 853 00:44:01,908 --> 00:44:04,911 Well, it's funny and it's sweet. 854 00:44:04,944 --> 00:44:06,012 And the whole, 855 00:44:06,046 --> 00:44:08,114 will they, won't they thing with Ross and Rachel. 856 00:44:08,148 --> 00:44:10,717 - I mean, it's the best. - Yeah, I don't know. 857 00:44:11,084 --> 00:44:13,286 When Ross and Rachel had a baby together. 858 00:44:13,319 --> 00:44:14,454 I was out. 859 00:44:17,057 --> 00:44:18,725 Did that not happen yet? 860 00:44:21,194 --> 00:44:23,697 I must have been thinking of a different show. 861 00:44:24,297 --> 00:44:25,799 You really love acting, don't you? 862 00:44:26,466 --> 00:44:28,802 I mean, it's like kind of my whole life. 863 00:44:29,369 --> 00:44:30,904 The Milwaukee Shakespeare Company 864 00:44:30,937 --> 00:44:32,839 is casting for their touring play. 865 00:44:32,872 --> 00:44:35,709 I've always wanted to die dramatically on stage. 866 00:44:51,224 --> 00:44:54,060 You know, if you love it so much, why don't you 867 00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:57,964 just tell your parents? If they see your passion 868 00:44:57,997 --> 00:44:59,466 maybe they'll change their minds. 869 00:44:59,499 --> 00:45:01,301 Because according to them, acting 870 00:45:01,334 --> 00:45:03,069 is not a sensible career path. 871 00:45:03,103 --> 00:45:06,406 And I should be looking at more realistic options like sales. 872 00:45:07,173 --> 00:45:10,810 Then explain what acting means to you. 873 00:45:10,844 --> 00:45:12,112 They could at least understand that. 874 00:45:12,979 --> 00:45:14,381 Well, it would be nice not to have to do 875 00:45:14,414 --> 00:45:15,382 community theatre in secret. 876 00:45:19,019 --> 00:45:21,221 You know, it's okay to have a backup plan, too, 877 00:45:21,254 --> 00:45:22,756 in case things don't pan out. 878 00:45:23,456 --> 00:45:25,025 Okay. 879 00:45:25,558 --> 00:45:30,030 See, this is why I need you to come with me. 880 00:45:31,264 --> 00:45:35,502 Because I need that, you know, encouragement and moral support. 881 00:45:35,535 --> 00:45:37,370 And I promise I will give it right back to you 882 00:45:37,404 --> 00:45:39,139 when you're studying for the law exam. 883 00:45:41,274 --> 00:45:42,342 It's the bar exam. 884 00:45:44,144 --> 00:45:46,346 Aren't I supposed to be helping you run lines? 885 00:45:47,914 --> 00:45:50,550 Oh, you know the play's tomorrow night. 886 00:45:50,583 --> 00:45:53,319 So, I'll be fine. 887 00:45:58,258 --> 00:45:59,325 How are you, 888 00:45:59,359 --> 00:46:00,293 by the way? 889 00:46:03,630 --> 00:46:05,331 First Christmas without my dad, so. 890 00:46:08,902 --> 00:46:10,870 It seems like your mom's having a tough time. 891 00:46:11,871 --> 00:46:13,306 Have you talked to her about it? 892 00:46:14,140 --> 00:46:16,810 She's keeping herself distracted. 893 00:46:18,111 --> 00:46:20,280 But we're holding 894 00:46:20,313 --> 00:46:21,881 it together as best as we can. 895 00:46:23,216 --> 00:46:25,085 Well, if you need anybody to talk to 896 00:46:26,119 --> 00:46:28,088 or you want your own distraction, 897 00:46:30,190 --> 00:46:31,858 I'm here. 898 00:46:32,525 --> 00:46:34,060 Whatever you need. 899 00:46:41,634 --> 00:46:43,436 That is weird. 900 00:46:43,470 --> 00:46:44,971 I don't remember setting an alarm. 901 00:46:53,513 --> 00:46:54,948 I... 902 00:46:55,915 --> 00:46:58,184 Actually, gotta get going. 903 00:46:58,218 --> 00:46:59,319 Busy, busy holidays. 904 00:47:01,221 --> 00:47:02,922 Again? 905 00:47:05,358 --> 00:47:06,926 Morning, Lucy. 906 00:47:08,361 --> 00:47:10,563 You. Why do you 907 00:47:10,597 --> 00:47:12,432 keep popping up like the Ghost of Christmas 908 00:47:12,465 --> 00:47:13,600 Emotional Turmoil? 909 00:47:13,633 --> 00:47:15,568 Well, I wouldn't have to keep popping up 910 00:47:15,602 --> 00:47:17,470 if you would stop trying to 911 00:47:17,504 --> 00:47:20,040 - change the past. - It's this glimpse. 912 00:47:20,073 --> 00:47:22,075 It's like, I know I've already lived this, 913 00:47:22,108 --> 00:47:24,511 but I'm feeling things I didn't feel the last time. 914 00:47:24,544 --> 00:47:25,679 That's good. 915 00:47:25,712 --> 00:47:27,380 Feel those feelings. 916 00:47:27,681 --> 00:47:29,382 Why couldn't you have brought me back 917 00:47:29,416 --> 00:47:31,918 one Christmas earlier, when my dad was still here? 918 00:47:32,652 --> 00:47:35,522 Look, nobody said this was going to be easy, okay? 919 00:47:35,989 --> 00:47:38,391 But you can't let one tragic event dictate 920 00:47:38,425 --> 00:47:41,161 - the rest of your life choices. - It was a big moment. 921 00:47:41,194 --> 00:47:42,462 Of course it was. 922 00:47:42,495 --> 00:47:44,264 And you can't change it. 923 00:47:44,297 --> 00:47:46,700 So why don't you just try to be here now 924 00:47:46,733 --> 00:47:48,902 and appreciate the people that you do have? 925 00:47:49,502 --> 00:47:50,670 You're right. 926 00:47:51,805 --> 00:47:54,240 I can't lose my career after working so hard for it. 927 00:47:55,175 --> 00:47:57,711 Exactly. See? 928 00:47:57,744 --> 00:47:59,179 You're stronger than you think. 929 00:48:00,380 --> 00:48:01,314 Thanks. 930 00:48:01,348 --> 00:48:04,417 Hey, I haven't already ruined it, have I? 931 00:48:05,018 --> 00:48:07,620 Well, whatever you've done, 932 00:48:07,654 --> 00:48:09,289 it's not too late to change it. 933 00:48:23,269 --> 00:48:24,637 Lucy. 934 00:48:24,671 --> 00:48:26,006 Have you seen the wrapping paper? 935 00:48:26,039 --> 00:48:27,407 All I could find was newspaper. 936 00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:30,243 - No idea. Did you ask mom? - No. 937 00:48:30,276 --> 00:48:32,612 Probably busy spackling the bathroom or something. 938 00:48:33,446 --> 00:48:35,515 What is going on with her? She's driving me crazy. 939 00:48:35,548 --> 00:48:37,717 Hey, go easy on Mom, okay? 940 00:48:37,751 --> 00:48:39,386 I mean, she is handling the holidays 941 00:48:39,419 --> 00:48:40,286 the best way she knows how. 942 00:48:43,123 --> 00:48:44,391 Forgot all about your band. 943 00:48:45,492 --> 00:48:46,326 "She-Z Top." 944 00:48:46,359 --> 00:48:49,129 - It's actually pretty clever. - Thanks. 945 00:48:49,162 --> 00:48:50,697 It's just Britney and I right now, but we're 946 00:48:50,730 --> 00:48:52,132 trying to get a band together. 947 00:48:52,165 --> 00:48:53,733 Well, when you do, I'd love 948 00:48:53,767 --> 00:48:55,301 to see you play, so let me know. Okay? 949 00:48:58,405 --> 00:49:00,740 Why don't you just wrap your presents in newspaper? 950 00:49:00,774 --> 00:49:02,409 It's edgier. It fits you. 951 00:49:05,478 --> 00:49:08,415 - Hello. - Hey. 952 00:49:08,648 --> 00:49:10,283 Where is everyone? 953 00:49:12,085 --> 00:49:14,788 Hi, Dad. I'm so glad you're here. 954 00:49:14,821 --> 00:49:16,623 How was the drive? Honey, look! 955 00:49:16,656 --> 00:49:18,124 Here. Oh, sorry. 956 00:49:24,097 --> 00:49:26,800 - Sweetheart, what's the matter? - Nothing, nothing I just. 957 00:49:26,833 --> 00:49:28,234 I haven't seen you in a long time. 958 00:49:28,268 --> 00:49:30,303 We were just here for Thanksgiving. 959 00:49:30,337 --> 00:49:31,705 Right. 960 00:49:31,738 --> 00:49:33,506 - Come on, how're you doing? - Hi! 961 00:49:36,743 --> 00:49:38,044 Just really missed you. 962 00:49:38,078 --> 00:49:39,245 I missed you, too. 963 00:49:39,846 --> 00:49:41,781 Oh, here. I can take that. 964 00:49:41,815 --> 00:49:43,316 Come on. There's hors d'oeuvres in the living room. 965 00:49:43,350 --> 00:49:44,250 I'm starving. 966 00:49:45,285 --> 00:49:45,952 - You're always starving. - Yeah. 967 00:49:47,220 --> 00:49:49,422 So, are you kids all set for Y2K? 968 00:49:50,457 --> 00:49:53,793 - Y2K. - Y2K's nothing to laugh at Lucy. 969 00:49:54,627 --> 00:49:57,530 I read in the papers that these machines could take over. 970 00:49:57,564 --> 00:49:59,833 Have you got supplies at least? Water, canned food? 971 00:49:59,866 --> 00:50:02,402 Grandma. Nothing is going to happen. 972 00:50:02,435 --> 00:50:04,170 The clocks are going to roll over to double 973 00:50:04,204 --> 00:50:05,772 zero and life will go on. 974 00:50:05,805 --> 00:50:08,375 Well, I think you should at least fill your bathtubs. 975 00:50:11,411 --> 00:50:13,747 Weird not seeing a teenager on their phone. 976 00:50:13,780 --> 00:50:15,749 - What? - Nothing. 977 00:50:15,782 --> 00:50:18,685 Just forgot you had to sit there and be present. 978 00:50:19,452 --> 00:50:21,087 Well, I'm going to get my Game Boy. 979 00:50:22,188 --> 00:50:24,057 Listen, what can I do to help? 980 00:50:24,724 --> 00:50:25,725 Nothing. 981 00:50:25,759 --> 00:50:28,094 You just, you just enjoy. 982 00:50:28,428 --> 00:50:29,796 Okay? I'll be right back. 983 00:50:39,172 --> 00:50:42,275 I know it's been hard for you since Rick passed so suddenly, 984 00:50:42,308 --> 00:50:44,744 but it's okay to grieve and to let other 985 00:50:44,778 --> 00:50:46,513 people just be here for you. 986 00:50:46,546 --> 00:50:47,714 You're absolutely right. 987 00:50:47,747 --> 00:50:49,616 Which is why I'm staying busy. 988 00:50:50,450 --> 00:50:52,485 Because that is helping me. 989 00:50:52,519 --> 00:50:53,386 I'll get it. 990 00:50:54,554 --> 00:50:56,556 I know, I know. 991 00:50:57,691 --> 00:50:59,793 - Cookie delivery. - Oh, Matt. 992 00:50:59,826 --> 00:51:02,128 - Nice to see you. - Nice to see you. 993 00:51:02,162 --> 00:51:04,330 - Happy Christmas. - Happy Christmas. 994 00:51:04,731 --> 00:51:07,400 Got some of these for you from my mom. 995 00:51:07,434 --> 00:51:10,270 You know, we love her annual cookie delivery. 996 00:51:10,303 --> 00:51:12,839 And I may have put a couple extra in there for the whole, 997 00:51:12,872 --> 00:51:14,341 tree debacle. 998 00:51:15,208 --> 00:51:16,609 That's very sweet. 999 00:51:16,643 --> 00:51:18,278 You're staying for dinner, right? 1000 00:51:18,311 --> 00:51:19,112 Oh, sure. 1001 00:51:19,145 --> 00:51:21,448 Yeah. This glaze looks exquisite. 1002 00:51:22,682 --> 00:51:24,184 It was Rick's recipe. 1003 00:51:28,788 --> 00:51:30,156 Mom? You okay? 1004 00:51:30,890 --> 00:51:32,525 Yeah. I just. 1005 00:51:32,559 --> 00:51:33,727 I need to sit for a second. 1006 00:51:35,195 --> 00:51:37,197 Matt, ould you mind taking the vegetables into the dining room? 1007 00:51:37,831 --> 00:51:39,265 - Yeah, sure. - Great. 1008 00:51:48,742 --> 00:51:50,176 You know Grandma's right. 1009 00:51:51,411 --> 00:51:53,546 You have an army of support to help you get through this. 1010 00:51:53,980 --> 00:51:55,715 And take it from me. 1011 00:51:55,749 --> 00:51:58,718 A distraction is only going to work for a little bit. 1012 00:51:58,752 --> 00:52:01,621 And eventually everyone has to face the grief head on. 1013 00:52:01,654 --> 00:52:04,758 Or it's just going to swallow you, and it's gonna 1014 00:52:04,791 --> 00:52:05,859 become your whole life. 1015 00:52:06,960 --> 00:52:08,828 I just didn't want to ruin Christmas for everyone. 1016 00:52:08,862 --> 00:52:10,497 What about you? 1017 00:52:10,530 --> 00:52:13,867 We've lost one of the most important people in the world. 1018 00:52:13,900 --> 00:52:15,869 But Dad was your best friend. 1019 00:52:15,902 --> 00:52:17,671 - You did everything together. - Yeah. 1020 00:52:18,538 --> 00:52:20,407 Mom, we should be catering to you. 1021 00:52:23,009 --> 00:52:25,645 - What would I do? - What about what you've done? 1022 00:52:26,846 --> 00:52:27,947 You have put so 1023 00:52:27,981 --> 00:52:31,217 much energy into just making this Christmas perfect. 1024 00:52:31,251 --> 00:52:33,753 Yeah. I mean, look at all the treats you made. 1025 00:52:33,787 --> 00:52:35,655 It looks like a Pinterest board in here. 1026 00:52:36,656 --> 00:52:37,924 What's a Pinterest board? 1027 00:52:38,825 --> 00:52:40,326 It's not important. 1028 00:52:40,894 --> 00:52:43,730 Mom, you can do anything. 1029 00:52:43,763 --> 00:52:45,331 You just have to let us help. 1030 00:52:46,833 --> 00:52:48,435 What do I do about tomorrow? 1031 00:52:49,736 --> 00:52:50,704 Tomorrow? 1032 00:52:50,737 --> 00:52:53,306 The Christmas portrait that we do every year. 1033 00:52:53,707 --> 00:52:55,909 Your dad started that tradition. 1034 00:52:55,942 --> 00:52:57,644 He loved getting the family together 1035 00:52:57,677 --> 00:53:00,280 to take a picture to commemorate the holidays. 1036 00:53:00,947 --> 00:53:02,549 Dad would want us to keep it going. 1037 00:53:04,351 --> 00:53:05,885 Just because he's not here 1038 00:53:05,919 --> 00:53:07,454 doesn't mean that he won't be with us. 1039 00:53:08,955 --> 00:53:11,458 Unfortunately, grief doesn't take a day to solve. 1040 00:53:14,561 --> 00:53:16,029 Okay, 1041 00:53:16,062 --> 00:53:17,364 I can do that. 1042 00:53:19,032 --> 00:53:22,669 - Oh, I love you so much. - Thank you. 1043 00:53:23,570 --> 00:53:24,671 Does anyone want stuffing? 1044 00:53:25,572 --> 00:53:28,041 - Yes, I will definitely. - Pass that down. 1045 00:53:28,074 --> 00:53:29,676 Please. 1046 00:53:29,709 --> 00:53:30,977 - Not food. - The food is good. 1047 00:53:33,079 --> 00:53:34,481 Save some for me, please. 1048 00:53:35,515 --> 00:53:37,517 - Here you go, dear. - Thank you. 1049 00:53:37,550 --> 00:53:38,184 There you go. 1050 00:53:38,218 --> 00:53:39,986 Don't even think about that. 1051 00:53:43,656 --> 00:53:46,393 I am super thankful that you are all here. 1052 00:53:51,398 --> 00:53:53,433 Oh, actually, I think I missed a spot, Lobster. 1053 00:53:53,466 --> 00:53:54,701 - Oh. - Oh. 1054 00:53:55,368 --> 00:53:57,604 - Thank you. Very helpful. - You're welcome. 1055 00:53:58,905 --> 00:54:02,008 Okay, I can not remember the origin of the lobster nickname. 1056 00:54:03,109 --> 00:54:05,779 Is it from when I got super sunburned at camp? 1057 00:54:05,812 --> 00:54:07,047 When we were, like, 12? 1058 00:54:07,947 --> 00:54:10,517 Yes. Yeah, you got it. 1059 00:54:14,421 --> 00:54:15,822 Okay. I got a confession to make. 1060 00:54:16,489 --> 00:54:17,857 I'm not here to deliver cookies. 1061 00:54:17,891 --> 00:54:19,526 I'm here because I took your advice, 1062 00:54:19,559 --> 00:54:21,327 and I talked to my parents about acting. 1063 00:54:22,028 --> 00:54:23,596 Okay, and? 1064 00:54:23,630 --> 00:54:25,965 And it went pretty good. 1065 00:54:26,666 --> 00:54:28,001 I mean, I told them how passionate 1066 00:54:28,034 --> 00:54:30,103 I was about it, and, I, 1067 00:54:30,136 --> 00:54:32,038 and that I will regret it forever if I didn't try. 1068 00:54:32,072 --> 00:54:33,373 And then life's too short not to take risks. 1069 00:54:33,406 --> 00:54:37,610 And it was like the first time, that my dad seemed kind of okay 1070 00:54:37,644 --> 00:54:38,645 with the idea. 1071 00:54:38,678 --> 00:54:39,546 - That's great. - Yeah. 1072 00:54:39,579 --> 00:54:41,114 I mean, who knows how long it'll last, 1073 00:54:41,147 --> 00:54:42,816 but, I mean, it's a start. 1074 00:54:47,987 --> 00:54:49,656 Well, I guess 1075 00:54:49,689 --> 00:54:52,659 you did kind of help me talk to my mom too. So. 1076 00:54:53,860 --> 00:54:54,961 I kind of noticed that. 1077 00:54:55,628 --> 00:54:57,497 - Yeah. - I wasn't gonna say anything. 1078 00:54:57,530 --> 00:54:59,432 I mean, who knew healthy communication 1079 00:54:59,466 --> 00:55:00,934 was so important in a family? 1080 00:55:01,534 --> 00:55:02,502 Now I want to take credit for all of this. 1081 00:55:02,535 --> 00:55:05,705 But I feel like you had the idea first, so. 1082 00:55:05,739 --> 00:55:07,540 I could not have done it without you. 1083 00:55:13,680 --> 00:55:15,115 How did I ever leave you? 1084 00:55:16,483 --> 00:55:17,350 What? 1085 00:55:18,418 --> 00:55:19,686 Hey, punk. 1086 00:55:20,153 --> 00:55:21,688 We're about to play cards. 1087 00:55:21,721 --> 00:55:22,822 You guys want in? 1088 00:55:23,690 --> 00:55:26,092 Yeah. Sure, Grandpa. Be there in a sec. 1089 00:55:26,693 --> 00:55:27,827 Okay. 1090 00:55:29,429 --> 00:55:30,930 I would love to, but 1091 00:55:30,964 --> 00:55:33,867 I gotta go because I got more cookie deliveries to make. 1092 00:55:33,900 --> 00:55:35,468 Right. 1093 00:55:36,836 --> 00:55:38,638 My work here is done. 1094 00:55:38,672 --> 00:55:41,708 Well, thanks for all of your help tonight. 1095 00:55:43,176 --> 00:55:44,577 Anytime, Lobster. 1096 00:55:46,846 --> 00:55:47,681 - Bye. - Bye. 1097 00:55:53,787 --> 00:55:54,854 I'm out. 1098 00:55:56,556 --> 00:55:58,858 Hey, Mom, I've got to get going to Britney's house. 1099 00:55:58,892 --> 00:56:00,160 Okay, well, don't be too late. 1100 00:56:00,193 --> 00:56:01,728 - Okay? Have a good time. - Okay. 1101 00:56:02,495 --> 00:56:03,863 Alexa, you're leaving us? 1102 00:56:04,731 --> 00:56:05,999 Yeah. Sorry. 1103 00:56:06,032 --> 00:56:07,734 I got band practice. 1104 00:56:07,767 --> 00:56:08,968 Oh, neat. 1105 00:56:09,769 --> 00:56:11,504 Would you play us a song before you go? 1106 00:56:12,739 --> 00:56:13,406 That, like a song? 1107 00:56:13,440 --> 00:56:14,874 Hit us with a Christmas song. 1108 00:56:15,742 --> 00:56:16,843 Oh, I don't know. 1109 00:56:16,876 --> 00:56:19,179 Oh, come on, just one, please. 1110 00:56:22,048 --> 00:56:23,183 Okay. 1111 00:56:38,031 --> 00:56:39,666 I'm sorry. 1112 00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:41,434 I can't do this. 1113 00:56:45,839 --> 00:56:47,540 Did I say something wrong? 1114 00:56:48,641 --> 00:56:50,844 No. She's just going through a hard time right now. 1115 00:56:52,879 --> 00:56:54,581 I forgot about you. 1116 00:56:57,050 --> 00:56:58,952 Excuse me. I'll go check on her. Okay? 1117 00:56:58,985 --> 00:57:00,186 Yeah. Okay. 1118 00:57:12,599 --> 00:57:14,267 Hey, maybe 1119 00:57:14,300 --> 00:57:16,603 the ear of a lousy sister would help. 1120 00:57:17,804 --> 00:57:18,938 You're not a lousy sister. 1121 00:57:22,842 --> 00:57:24,144 No, I am. 1122 00:57:26,012 --> 00:57:29,015 I mean, I got so wrapped up in my own feelings after Dad 1123 00:57:29,049 --> 00:57:32,552 passed, I didn't even bother to ask you how you were doing. 1124 00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:36,022 - I'm fine. - You know, you don't have to say 1125 00:57:36,056 --> 00:57:37,290 that just to make us feel better. 1126 00:57:37,323 --> 00:57:39,759 It's totally okay if you're not fine. 1127 00:57:39,793 --> 00:57:41,728 I mean, has anyone even asked about you? 1128 00:57:42,762 --> 00:57:44,898 Mom has a few times 1129 00:57:44,931 --> 00:57:48,034 in between sanding the back deck and rotating the tires 1130 00:57:48,068 --> 00:57:49,602 on the car. 1131 00:57:49,969 --> 00:57:51,137 You don't have to ignore your 1132 00:57:51,171 --> 00:57:54,007 own feelings just to appear stronger for everyone else. 1133 00:57:54,174 --> 00:57:56,176 It's okay to not be okay. 1134 00:57:57,644 --> 00:57:59,612 Everyone grieves differently. I'll be fine. 1135 00:57:59,646 --> 00:58:02,649 Yeah, but you never know how long it's going to affect you. 1136 00:58:02,682 --> 00:58:04,117 I mean, when you have to stick by Mom 1137 00:58:04,150 --> 00:58:05,919 and make sure she's okay and 1138 00:58:06,586 --> 00:58:08,955 pretend to be at full strength, it takes a toll. 1139 00:58:08,988 --> 00:58:10,657 It's hard to do this on your own. 1140 00:58:12,792 --> 00:58:15,028 I know, okay? 1141 00:58:15,061 --> 00:58:16,930 Know what? 1142 00:58:18,131 --> 00:58:19,766 You and Britney. 1143 00:58:19,799 --> 00:58:20,767 You and girls. 1144 00:58:21,901 --> 00:58:22,802 I mean, I think I've 1145 00:58:22,836 --> 00:58:24,704 always known, and honestly, it's great. 1146 00:58:25,805 --> 00:58:26,773 How do you know that? 1147 00:58:26,806 --> 00:58:28,174 Because I'm your sister. 1148 00:58:28,208 --> 00:58:29,342 And as your sister, 1149 00:58:29,376 --> 00:58:31,044 trust me when I say I know 1150 00:58:31,077 --> 00:58:32,679 that you want to wait to tell people, 1151 00:58:32,712 --> 00:58:33,546 but you would 1152 00:58:33,580 --> 00:58:35,048 be making a mistake that could impact 1153 00:58:35,081 --> 00:58:36,282 your life in the long run. 1154 00:58:37,250 --> 00:58:40,153 I'm just nervous about what people will say. 1155 00:58:40,186 --> 00:58:41,321 You are going to get support 1156 00:58:41,354 --> 00:58:44,124 in the best and most unexpected places, 1157 00:58:44,157 --> 00:58:46,059 and Mom is going to be your strongest ally. 1158 00:58:46,092 --> 00:58:47,594 I promise you. 1159 00:58:48,361 --> 00:58:51,197 I just don't think it's the right time. With, 1160 00:58:51,931 --> 00:58:56,603 with Dad being gone and, and Mom handling it like she is. 1161 00:58:56,636 --> 00:58:59,606 Okay, well, come out on your own time when you're ready. 1162 00:59:01,675 --> 00:59:04,344 Just don't put yourself on the backburner 1163 00:59:04,377 --> 00:59:05,812 because you don't want to affect 1164 00:59:05,845 --> 00:59:07,914 our family's already delicate ecosystem. 1165 00:59:09,015 --> 00:59:10,150 I'm just scared. 1166 00:59:10,183 --> 00:59:12,352 Hey, I get it. 1167 00:59:12,385 --> 00:59:14,220 I mean, not everything is going to be easy. 1168 00:59:14,254 --> 00:59:17,223 Your teenage years are going to be rough because 1169 00:59:17,257 --> 00:59:18,858 you already know who you are. 1170 00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:22,696 You figured it out, and no one else has. 1171 00:59:22,729 --> 00:59:25,665 Just don't let other people's judgment dictate your life. 1172 00:59:26,833 --> 00:59:29,736 I don't know how you know all this, but I'm relieved. 1173 00:59:30,937 --> 00:59:33,039 I am so sorry that I was not there for you 1174 00:59:33,073 --> 00:59:34,074 when you needed me. 1175 00:59:34,741 --> 00:59:36,109 I just, I got so wrapped up 1176 00:59:36,142 --> 00:59:39,312 in my own bubble, I forgot that you were hurting too. 1177 00:59:40,380 --> 00:59:42,315 I mean, we are supposed to support each other. 1178 00:59:43,249 --> 00:59:44,751 Double trouble. 1179 00:59:45,885 --> 00:59:48,254 Promise me that you will always do 1180 00:59:48,288 --> 00:59:51,191 what is right for you and not what is right 1181 00:59:51,224 --> 00:59:52,192 for everyone else. 1182 00:59:55,395 --> 00:59:58,031 I love you so much and I am very proud of you. 1183 00:59:59,132 --> 01:00:00,767 I love you too, Lucy. 1184 01:00:09,342 --> 01:00:11,044 What's up with this music box? 1185 01:00:22,055 --> 01:00:24,424 Now go have fun at band practice with Britney. 1186 01:00:24,457 --> 01:00:25,992 And make sure you spend 1187 01:00:26,026 --> 01:00:27,894 a little extra time with Grandpa this Christmas, okay? 1188 01:00:29,396 --> 01:00:32,065 Hey, I know you too. 1189 01:00:32,499 --> 01:00:33,800 What are you talking about? 1190 01:00:34,968 --> 01:00:36,703 I know that you're in love with Matt, 1191 01:00:36,736 --> 01:00:38,238 and I know that he loves you, too. 1192 01:00:39,072 --> 01:00:41,341 What happens to you if you never say anything? 1193 01:00:42,509 --> 01:00:44,844 Girls, I need one of you to help 1194 01:00:44,878 --> 01:00:47,080 get the presents out of your grandparents car. 1195 01:00:48,348 --> 01:00:50,784 Don't worry, 1196 01:00:50,817 --> 01:00:52,018 I got it. 1197 01:00:52,052 --> 01:00:52,952 Thanks. 1198 01:01:00,393 --> 01:01:02,028 Taking in the night air? 1199 01:01:02,062 --> 01:01:03,963 Actually, I heard some kids talking about 1200 01:01:03,997 --> 01:01:05,465 how rad hypothermia is, 1201 01:01:05,498 --> 01:01:07,834 so I thought I'd, you know, try it out. 1202 01:01:08,501 --> 01:01:10,804 - Weird plan. - Yeah. Forgot my key. 1203 01:01:10,837 --> 01:01:13,707 And my parents are still out delivering cookies. Need a hand? 1204 01:01:14,774 --> 01:01:15,875 Yeah. 1205 01:01:17,277 --> 01:01:18,478 - I got it. - Yeah, I got it. 1206 01:01:20,847 --> 01:01:21,848 There we go. 1207 01:01:22,248 --> 01:01:23,416 Hey, after we drop these. 1208 01:01:23,450 --> 01:01:24,517 You want to go do something 1209 01:01:24,551 --> 01:01:26,152 and get out of here for a little bit? 1210 01:01:27,854 --> 01:01:29,189 Yeah, 1211 01:01:29,222 --> 01:01:30,323 I do. 1212 01:01:30,357 --> 01:01:32,759 Okay, cool. 1213 01:01:34,127 --> 01:01:36,229 You know, this time last week, you could skate better than me. 1214 01:01:36,262 --> 01:01:39,766 And now you're like a cartoon character running in place. 1215 01:01:39,799 --> 01:01:41,167 Hey, don't worry about me, okay? 1216 01:01:41,201 --> 01:01:42,736 I'll get it. 1217 01:01:44,270 --> 01:01:45,472 Thanks for asking me to come. 1218 01:01:45,505 --> 01:01:47,374 Of course. Yeah. 1219 01:01:47,407 --> 01:01:49,009 I don't want to be the weird person here alone. 1220 01:01:52,846 --> 01:01:54,080 I don't want to be a broken record. 1221 01:01:54,114 --> 01:01:55,015 And I know Northwestern 1222 01:01:55,048 --> 01:01:56,383 is a great school and you have a full ride. 1223 01:01:56,416 --> 01:01:58,018 I just don't see how... 1224 01:01:59,886 --> 01:02:00,487 How what? 1225 01:02:01,287 --> 01:02:02,122 How I'm going to leave without you. 1226 01:02:03,289 --> 01:02:06,126 Plus, you know, I heard that Columbia is, like, ten times 1227 01:02:06,159 --> 01:02:07,894 nicer than Northwestern. 1228 01:02:07,927 --> 01:02:10,430 Don't ask me how I know that, but I do. 1229 01:02:11,064 --> 01:02:12,932 Don't worry. I won't fact check you on that. 1230 01:02:13,900 --> 01:02:16,803 I don't want to pressure you, and I want you to be happy. 1231 01:02:17,270 --> 01:02:18,905 But I... 1232 01:02:21,207 --> 01:02:22,442 I want to be in your life. 1233 01:02:23,376 --> 01:02:24,444 And I want that, too. 1234 01:02:25,445 --> 01:02:27,947 But Northwestern just seems like the easier path. 1235 01:02:27,981 --> 01:02:30,050 And I've heard that it can take some lawyers 1236 01:02:30,083 --> 01:02:32,886 up to 20 years to make partner at a big firm. 1237 01:02:32,919 --> 01:02:34,554 And what if going to Columbia means 1238 01:02:34,587 --> 01:02:37,557 it takes even longer or it doesn't happen at all? 1239 01:02:38,625 --> 01:02:40,527 Well, it, it will happen. 1240 01:02:41,327 --> 01:02:42,462 I mean, come on, do we not 1241 01:02:42,495 --> 01:02:43,596 bring out the best in each other? 1242 01:02:43,630 --> 01:02:46,599 - That is true. - It's true. 1243 01:02:46,633 --> 01:02:48,501 And you can help me with my law exam. 1244 01:02:48,535 --> 01:02:50,170 Oh, absolutely. 1245 01:02:50,203 --> 01:02:51,471 I'd help you ace that thing. 1246 01:02:55,308 --> 01:02:57,043 What is, what is that? 1247 01:03:20,367 --> 01:03:21,301 I'm sorry. 1248 01:03:35,315 --> 01:03:36,216 Here for a ride home? 1249 01:03:39,219 --> 01:03:40,987 Yeah, that'd be nice. 1250 01:03:43,523 --> 01:03:46,526 Let me be the first to congratulate you on finally 1251 01:03:46,559 --> 01:03:49,562 not giving in to the temptation to change the past. 1252 01:03:50,430 --> 01:03:52,232 Why do I feel worse than ever? 1253 01:03:53,366 --> 01:03:56,236 Sometimes that's what doing the right thing feels like. 1254 01:03:57,303 --> 01:03:58,371 Can I ask you a question? 1255 01:03:59,506 --> 01:04:02,342 Did I already mess up my life telling Matt to stand up 1256 01:04:02,375 --> 01:04:04,577 to his parents? Talking with Alexa? 1257 01:04:06,379 --> 01:04:08,348 What am I going back to now? 1258 01:04:08,381 --> 01:04:09,182 Well, I'm not going to lie. 1259 01:04:09,215 --> 01:04:10,984 You've changed some serious things, 1260 01:04:11,584 --> 01:04:14,020 but your future is salvageable. 1261 01:04:14,988 --> 01:04:17,657 As long as you stay the course, commit to going to Chicago 1262 01:04:17,691 --> 01:04:20,960 and leaving everyone behind. 1263 01:04:20,994 --> 01:04:23,229 Then your future should remain intact. 1264 01:04:24,130 --> 01:04:25,231 Then I'm done. 1265 01:04:25,265 --> 01:04:28,368 I'm going to start living exactly as I did originally. 1266 01:04:28,401 --> 01:04:31,204 I will focus on myself and my career, 1267 01:04:31,237 --> 01:04:34,107 and then I'll just make sure that when I get back to 1268 01:04:34,140 --> 01:04:35,442 work harder on 1269 01:04:35,675 --> 01:04:36,509 being less lonely. 1270 01:04:36,543 --> 01:04:38,712 Well, you'll be back on Christmas Eve. 1271 01:04:38,745 --> 01:04:40,313 That was always your return date. 1272 01:04:42,115 --> 01:04:43,316 Are you sure that's what you want? 1273 01:04:45,018 --> 01:04:46,553 What other choice do I have? 1274 01:04:53,293 --> 01:04:53,960 Where's Grandpa? 1275 01:04:53,993 --> 01:04:56,129 - Oh. - Starting without me? 1276 01:05:01,301 --> 01:05:03,169 Did you check on Mom? I think she needs some comfort. 1277 01:05:03,603 --> 01:05:05,705 Yeah. Mom. 1278 01:05:16,282 --> 01:05:17,717 Okay. Almost ready. 1279 01:05:18,585 --> 01:05:20,320 Smile and say, "Merry Christmas." 1280 01:05:21,321 --> 01:05:23,056 Merry Christmas. 1281 01:05:26,326 --> 01:05:27,727 Wazzup? 1282 01:05:29,462 --> 01:05:31,064 - Hey. - How's it going? 1283 01:05:32,465 --> 01:05:34,601 I am living my best life. 1284 01:05:34,634 --> 01:05:37,203 - As they say. - Uh-huh. So. 1285 01:05:39,239 --> 01:05:40,206 Did you kiss him? 1286 01:05:41,341 --> 01:05:43,176 I did not, and I'm not going to. 1287 01:05:43,209 --> 01:05:45,011 You're not? How come? 1288 01:05:45,278 --> 01:05:46,446 I have decided 1289 01:05:46,479 --> 01:05:49,215 I am going to live my life exactly as I did the first time. 1290 01:05:50,684 --> 01:05:52,786 But didn't you say doing it like that 1291 01:05:52,819 --> 01:05:55,321 led to everything going wrong? 1292 01:05:55,355 --> 01:05:57,090 Everything didn't go wrong. 1293 01:05:57,123 --> 01:05:59,492 The day that I was brought back here, 1294 01:05:59,526 --> 01:06:01,728 I had just made partner at my law firm. 1295 01:06:01,761 --> 01:06:04,464 It took me decades of hard work to get there, and 1296 01:06:04,497 --> 01:06:05,699 every time I do something 1297 01:06:05,732 --> 01:06:08,101 to alter the past, I put that in jeopardy. 1298 01:06:08,134 --> 01:06:10,603 That's why you're not going to try to change anything anymore, 1299 01:06:10,637 --> 01:06:13,440 because you don't want to mess up your promotion? 1300 01:06:13,473 --> 01:06:16,376 That and everyone else's future. 1301 01:06:16,409 --> 01:06:20,046 Every time I change something, I put everyone's future at risk. 1302 01:06:21,348 --> 01:06:23,650 What was the point of sending you back in time only 1303 01:06:23,683 --> 01:06:26,586 to have you live it exactly the way it was before? 1304 01:06:26,619 --> 01:06:28,722 You are preaching to the choir. 1305 01:06:28,755 --> 01:06:33,159 But, it's my only option at this point. 1306 01:06:34,127 --> 01:06:36,796 If I focus on doing what I did before, taking the money 1307 01:06:36,830 --> 01:06:37,897 that my dad gave me. 1308 01:06:37,931 --> 01:06:41,434 Moving to Chicago, starting fresh, I should be okay. 1309 01:06:43,169 --> 01:06:44,304 What about us? 1310 01:06:44,337 --> 01:06:46,773 Won't doing it that way mean we aren't friends anymore? 1311 01:06:46,806 --> 01:06:50,143 I can't even begin to say how sorry I am for ghosting you 1312 01:06:50,176 --> 01:06:52,045 and for letting our friendship dissolve. 1313 01:06:52,379 --> 01:06:53,413 Ghosting me? 1314 01:06:53,446 --> 01:06:56,282 But if we are as good of friends as we know we are, 1315 01:06:56,816 --> 01:06:59,085 as soon as I get back, 1316 01:06:59,119 --> 01:07:01,421 I can look you up and begin to mend things. 1317 01:07:01,454 --> 01:07:02,789 - Oh. - I figured it out. 1318 01:07:02,822 --> 01:07:04,691 That's the point to all of this. 1319 01:07:06,192 --> 01:07:09,662 I definitely don't think the answer is shutting down, pushing 1320 01:07:09,696 --> 01:07:12,799 everyone away again, and hoping you might be able 1321 01:07:12,832 --> 01:07:14,501 to fix it in the future. 1322 01:07:16,503 --> 01:07:17,704 You think I'm making this up? 1323 01:07:18,538 --> 01:07:19,806 I don't know. 1324 01:07:19,839 --> 01:07:21,041 It might be real. 1325 01:07:21,074 --> 01:07:25,245 All I know is that you have been hurting for a while now, and 1326 01:07:26,179 --> 01:07:28,348 when you showed up telling me all this future stuff, 1327 01:07:28,381 --> 01:07:29,482 I got excited 1328 01:07:29,516 --> 01:07:32,118 because I would do anything to help my best friend. 1329 01:07:32,786 --> 01:07:33,820 And let's be honest. 1330 01:07:33,853 --> 01:07:34,754 It's like the first time 1331 01:07:34,788 --> 01:07:36,523 you've ever shown any interest in sci-fi. 1332 01:07:38,591 --> 01:07:40,894 But if it is real, 1333 01:07:40,927 --> 01:07:44,197 then I'm just sad that you're giving up. 1334 01:07:45,198 --> 01:07:48,134 You have this amazing second chance 1335 01:07:48,168 --> 01:07:49,803 to be reminded of all the wonderful people 1336 01:07:49,836 --> 01:07:51,671 in your life who love you. 1337 01:07:51,705 --> 01:07:53,440 They're all worth fighting for. 1338 01:07:55,208 --> 01:07:57,877 If I was in your situation, 1339 01:07:57,911 --> 01:07:59,612 I don't think I would give up that easy. 1340 01:07:59,646 --> 01:08:01,715 But that's just me. 1341 01:08:01,748 --> 01:08:04,351 Anyway, I hope it all works out for you, Luce. 1342 01:08:05,352 --> 01:08:06,820 Merry Christmas. 1343 01:08:09,556 --> 01:08:10,757 Nadine. 1344 01:08:10,790 --> 01:08:12,492 Nadine, wait. 1345 01:08:20,567 --> 01:08:24,237 Surely your nature intercedes for me and pities me. 1346 01:08:24,270 --> 01:08:26,740 Assure me that I may yet change these shadows 1347 01:08:26,773 --> 01:08:28,575 you've shown me of my changed life. 1348 01:08:28,608 --> 01:08:30,477 I will honor Christmas at my heart. 1349 01:08:30,510 --> 01:08:31,611 I will keep it all the year. 1350 01:08:31,644 --> 01:08:33,613 I will remember the lessons of the past. 1351 01:08:33,646 --> 01:08:34,848 I will live in the present. 1352 01:08:34,881 --> 01:08:36,750 And I will live toward the future. 1353 01:08:36,783 --> 01:08:39,386 The spirits of all three shall reside within me. 1354 01:08:39,419 --> 01:08:42,222 I will not shut out the lessons that they teach. 1355 01:08:42,255 --> 01:08:43,323 Oh, spirit! 1356 01:08:43,356 --> 01:08:46,159 Tell me I may sponge away the writing on this stone. 1357 01:08:46,659 --> 01:08:50,663 Ooh, ooh. 1358 01:09:10,717 --> 01:09:12,952 Oh, Matt! You were amazing tonight. 1359 01:09:12,986 --> 01:09:13,887 That scene where you were like, 1360 01:09:13,920 --> 01:09:16,456 "I was not the man I was." I had chills. 1361 01:09:16,489 --> 01:09:17,557 Thank you, Jess. 1362 01:09:17,590 --> 01:09:18,858 A bunch of us are going to the diner to celebrate. 1363 01:09:18,892 --> 01:09:20,493 You want to come? 1364 01:09:20,527 --> 01:09:22,662 I got to go. 1365 01:09:22,696 --> 01:09:24,564 Sorry. You were great today. 1366 01:09:24,597 --> 01:09:25,632 Thank you. 1367 01:09:26,566 --> 01:09:27,634 Hey, Dad. 1368 01:09:30,437 --> 01:09:31,371 Thank you for coming. 1369 01:09:31,404 --> 01:09:33,506 Are you kidding? We wouldn't have missed it. 1370 01:09:33,540 --> 01:09:34,674 You were fantastic. 1371 01:09:34,708 --> 01:09:35,775 Thank you. 1372 01:09:38,845 --> 01:09:39,746 I'm so sorry. Can you, 1373 01:09:39,779 --> 01:09:41,681 can you just wait here? I'll be right back. 1374 01:09:41,715 --> 01:09:43,450 - I'm so sorry. - Oh, okay. 1375 01:09:49,823 --> 01:09:51,324 Hey, Lucy. 1376 01:09:52,292 --> 01:09:53,660 Hey, Matty. 1377 01:09:53,993 --> 01:09:56,229 You were awesome up there. 1378 01:09:56,830 --> 01:09:57,697 You really have a gift. 1379 01:09:57,731 --> 01:09:59,265 My parents actually seemed to like it. 1380 01:09:59,299 --> 01:10:01,301 I know, I saw your Dad. Yeah. 1381 01:10:01,901 --> 01:10:03,970 Do you want to go do something? 1382 01:10:04,904 --> 01:10:07,774 The cast is going to celebrate, but I'd rather hang 1383 01:10:07,807 --> 01:10:09,809 - out with you. - Yeah. 1384 01:10:09,843 --> 01:10:11,011 I'd rather hang out with you too, 1385 01:10:11,044 --> 01:10:12,979 but I actually have to get going. 1386 01:10:14,414 --> 01:10:17,417 All right. Seems to be the the phrase of the week. 1387 01:10:17,450 --> 01:10:18,718 Well, it's Christmas. 1388 01:10:18,752 --> 01:10:20,954 - It's busy time. - Right. Is that it though? 1389 01:10:21,554 --> 01:10:24,391 I feel like every time we get close you kind of panic. 1390 01:10:24,424 --> 01:10:27,861 Or if I try to open up to you, mostly you pull away, so. 1391 01:10:29,095 --> 01:10:31,464 - Is it me? - No, no, it's not you. 1392 01:10:32,432 --> 01:10:35,568 It's just I have to get home to start 1393 01:10:35,602 --> 01:10:37,003 preparing to move to Chicago. 1394 01:10:37,037 --> 01:10:38,972 So you're you're going to Northwestern, then? 1395 01:10:40,974 --> 01:10:42,742 I'm happy. If you're happy, I'm happy. 1396 01:10:43,443 --> 01:10:45,478 I just hope that you know you're not doing it to escape. 1397 01:10:46,479 --> 01:10:47,681 Maybe I am. 1398 01:10:47,714 --> 01:10:48,848 And maybe, 1399 01:10:48,882 --> 01:10:50,083 you know, if my dad hadn't passed away, 1400 01:10:50,116 --> 01:10:51,651 things might have been different. 1401 01:10:51,685 --> 01:10:54,087 But I have been here 1402 01:10:54,120 --> 01:10:56,389 dealing with it for almost a year now. And, 1403 01:10:57,891 --> 01:10:59,092 it's just too hard. 1404 01:10:59,125 --> 01:11:02,028 And if I take the full ride to Northwestern and I move away, 1405 01:11:02,062 --> 01:11:03,897 it will just be easier for everybody. 1406 01:11:03,930 --> 01:11:05,832 I don't think that running away from everyone 1407 01:11:05,865 --> 01:11:07,434 is the answer that you think it is. 1408 01:11:07,467 --> 01:11:09,869 I mean, will it, provide a distraction? Sure. 1409 01:11:09,903 --> 01:11:11,638 What happens when you buy a house? 1410 01:11:11,671 --> 01:11:13,340 Or you get a big promotion 1411 01:11:13,373 --> 01:11:16,076 and you don't have anyone to share that success with? 1412 01:11:16,109 --> 01:11:17,944 I mean, if I could be a successful actor 1413 01:11:17,977 --> 01:11:19,913 and be completely alone 1414 01:11:19,946 --> 01:11:20,914 then yeah, I probably would go into sales 1415 01:11:20,947 --> 01:11:22,515 because that doesn't sound like a good life. 1416 01:11:23,583 --> 01:11:26,419 You know, I said I'd be supportive and I'm trying, 1417 01:11:26,786 --> 01:11:28,922 but I can't support you 1418 01:11:28,955 --> 01:11:30,323 leaving us behind. 1419 01:11:31,057 --> 01:11:32,692 And I got to go back to my parents. 1420 01:11:32,726 --> 01:11:34,394 So Merry Christmas, Lobster. 1421 01:11:35,662 --> 01:11:36,663 I'm going to miss you. 1422 01:11:47,507 --> 01:11:48,541 It's all back. 1423 01:11:57,650 --> 01:11:58,651 Dad. 1424 01:11:58,685 --> 01:12:00,820 Mom. Okay, okay. 1425 01:12:00,854 --> 01:12:01,855 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 1426 01:12:01,888 --> 01:12:06,526 Alexa, Maxey, 1427 01:12:06,559 --> 01:12:08,461 and Lucy. 1428 01:12:09,129 --> 01:12:11,464 - Okay. Yes! - Ready? 1429 01:12:11,965 --> 01:12:14,000 - Oh, sweetheart. - You like it? 1430 01:12:14,034 --> 01:12:16,136 I saw it in the window. 1431 01:12:19,873 --> 01:12:20,974 Hey, punk. 1432 01:12:21,007 --> 01:12:22,776 Everything okay? 1433 01:12:22,809 --> 01:12:24,077 Everything's perfect. 1434 01:12:24,110 --> 01:12:26,079 - You're missing presents. - It's okay, Grandpa. 1435 01:12:26,112 --> 01:12:27,547 I'll open them later. 1436 01:12:27,580 --> 01:12:29,582 How about opening one? 1437 01:12:31,551 --> 01:12:32,585 Right now. 1438 01:12:34,487 --> 01:12:35,588 Okay. 1439 01:12:44,130 --> 01:12:45,432 You like it? 1440 01:12:45,465 --> 01:12:46,700 I love it. 1441 01:12:46,733 --> 01:12:47,901 You want to test it out? 1442 01:12:47,934 --> 01:12:49,502 Sure. 1443 01:12:52,639 --> 01:12:53,673 Your break, kid. 1444 01:12:57,944 --> 01:12:59,112 Heck of a break, kid. 1445 01:12:59,145 --> 01:13:01,147 My grandpa taught me. 1446 01:13:03,983 --> 01:13:06,086 Oh, you're a sharpshooter. 1447 01:13:09,723 --> 01:13:11,524 You're not going to let me play, are you? 1448 01:13:11,558 --> 01:13:12,492 That is the plan. 1449 01:13:18,164 --> 01:13:21,201 So, how's the cue feel? 1450 01:13:21,234 --> 01:13:23,870 It's great. I always loved this thing. 1451 01:13:23,903 --> 01:13:25,739 I mean, I will always love it. 1452 01:13:30,243 --> 01:13:32,012 You know what I think about a lot? 1453 01:13:32,045 --> 01:13:34,147 When me and Alexa were kids, you used to take us 1454 01:13:34,180 --> 01:13:36,616 to the pool hall to shoot pool with your friends. 1455 01:13:36,649 --> 01:13:39,753 I couldn't wait until I was old enough to shoot pool with you. 1456 01:13:39,786 --> 01:13:42,522 I kept begging Dad to get us a pool table. 1457 01:13:42,555 --> 01:13:45,025 And then one Christmas, he bought one. 1458 01:13:45,058 --> 01:13:47,861 And you'd come over and teach me your skills. 1459 01:13:49,596 --> 01:13:50,530 I miss him a lot. 1460 01:13:50,563 --> 01:13:52,899 I miss him to. Everybody does. 1461 01:13:52,932 --> 01:13:55,669 Sometimes life just isn't fair. 1462 01:13:57,103 --> 01:13:59,539 No, it's not. 1463 01:14:01,074 --> 01:14:02,609 Have you had a good life? 1464 01:14:02,642 --> 01:14:05,645 Well, you know, it's had its ups and downs 1465 01:14:06,546 --> 01:14:08,682 but overall, 1466 01:14:08,715 --> 01:14:10,083 I've had an amazing life. 1467 01:14:12,218 --> 01:14:15,155 Nothing that you would change if you could? 1468 01:14:15,188 --> 01:14:17,290 Why would I? Everything I've done 1469 01:14:17,323 --> 01:14:20,694 up to now has led to this moment here with you. 1470 01:14:21,161 --> 01:14:22,629 I wouldn't want to change that. 1471 01:14:23,897 --> 01:14:26,566 What if, if what you did, it didn't lead you to this moment? 1472 01:14:26,599 --> 01:14:27,801 What if you made a lot of mistakes 1473 01:14:27,834 --> 01:14:31,004 and it led you to moments that you wish had never happened? 1474 01:14:31,671 --> 01:14:34,274 Oh, don't kid yourself. I've made a lot of mistakes. 1475 01:14:35,108 --> 01:14:36,309 Everybody has. 1476 01:14:36,343 --> 01:14:38,144 But learning from those mistakes, 1477 01:14:38,178 --> 01:14:39,879 taking risks and adapting. 1478 01:14:39,913 --> 01:14:41,181 That's, 1479 01:14:41,214 --> 01:14:42,849 that's what makes life worth while. 1480 01:14:43,817 --> 01:14:47,687 The universe has a way of working itself out. 1481 01:14:47,721 --> 01:14:50,557 Yeah. I was starting to think that the universe 1482 01:14:50,590 --> 01:14:52,592 was giving me a chance to change something, but, 1483 01:14:53,793 --> 01:14:54,594 I don't know. 1484 01:14:54,627 --> 01:14:57,130 Well, I'd listen to the universe. 1485 01:14:57,163 --> 01:14:59,099 Just don't take the easy routes. 1486 01:14:59,132 --> 01:15:02,736 You know, the real good stuff requires risks. 1487 01:15:03,370 --> 01:15:05,238 It's never too late to change your life. 1488 01:15:08,742 --> 01:15:09,909 I love you, Grandpa. 1489 01:15:11,811 --> 01:15:13,680 Thank you. 1490 01:15:13,713 --> 01:15:15,215 I love you, too. 1491 01:15:15,248 --> 01:15:18,251 But that doesn't mean I'm going to let you win. 1492 01:15:19,919 --> 01:15:21,254 Eight ball, corner pocket. 1493 01:15:23,223 --> 01:15:24,624 You want to play again? 1494 01:15:29,029 --> 01:15:30,563 Hey, sweetheart. Where'd you go? 1495 01:15:30,930 --> 01:15:33,199 Oh, was just talking to Grandpa. 1496 01:15:35,235 --> 01:15:36,770 You doing okay? 1497 01:15:38,238 --> 01:15:40,840 Yeah. I'm good. 1498 01:15:41,174 --> 01:15:43,977 I was just thinking about eating this cupcake. 1499 01:15:45,178 --> 01:15:47,981 It's actually the first thing that I baked for 1500 01:15:48,014 --> 01:15:51,017 just myself since your dad passed. 1501 01:15:51,051 --> 01:15:52,686 It's the perfect cupcake. 1502 01:16:00,393 --> 01:16:01,928 I've got you. 1503 01:16:08,301 --> 01:16:10,036 - Thank you. - For what? 1504 01:16:10,070 --> 01:16:12,772 For helping me realize I can get another shot at living. 1505 01:16:13,673 --> 01:16:14,974 Your dad would've said the same thing. 1506 01:16:17,077 --> 01:16:18,678 I'm sorry for pushing you away. 1507 01:16:19,346 --> 01:16:21,748 I'm sorry too, sweetheart. At least 1508 01:16:21,781 --> 01:16:23,950 now we know what we need to work on in order to heal. 1509 01:16:24,951 --> 01:16:27,687 Hey, are you guys all right? 1510 01:16:27,721 --> 01:16:28,888 Yeah. 1511 01:16:30,056 --> 01:16:32,058 I was 1512 01:16:32,092 --> 01:16:34,828 just telling Mom how proud of her I am, 1513 01:16:34,861 --> 01:16:36,162 of both of you. 1514 01:16:36,963 --> 01:16:39,933 And how we're not going to distance ourselves 1515 01:16:39,966 --> 01:16:41,668 from each other anymore. 1516 01:16:41,701 --> 01:16:43,169 We're going to stick together, 1517 01:16:43,203 --> 01:16:45,405 all of us, and get through this as a family. 1518 01:16:54,347 --> 01:16:55,682 Would you excuse me just one second? 1519 01:16:55,715 --> 01:16:56,983 I'll be right back, I promise. 1520 01:17:01,721 --> 01:17:03,423 Wait, Mom, 1521 01:17:03,456 --> 01:17:05,658 since you're already here. 1522 01:17:06,393 --> 01:17:08,261 There's something I want to talk to you about. 1523 01:17:31,785 --> 01:17:33,420 I love this song because of you. 1524 01:17:47,767 --> 01:17:49,703 Dear Nadine. 1525 01:17:53,139 --> 01:17:54,140 You guys good? 1526 01:17:54,174 --> 01:17:55,775 Yeah. We're great. 1527 01:17:55,809 --> 01:17:57,410 Alexa, I have to go do something right 1528 01:17:57,444 --> 01:17:59,079 now, and I'm not sure how it's going to go. 1529 01:17:59,112 --> 01:18:00,880 So no matter what happens, please 1530 01:18:00,914 --> 01:18:02,415 promise me you will give this to Nadine. 1531 01:18:03,817 --> 01:18:05,318 Okay. 1532 01:18:07,520 --> 01:18:10,023 I love you both very much. 1533 01:18:10,056 --> 01:18:11,191 Okay, well, honey, wait. 1534 01:18:11,224 --> 01:18:12,392 Where are you going? 1535 01:18:13,059 --> 01:18:14,361 To make a change. 1536 01:18:19,532 --> 01:18:20,900 It's time to go, Lucy. 1537 01:18:20,934 --> 01:18:23,036 I'm not listening to you anymore, Grace. 1538 01:18:23,069 --> 01:18:26,106 You're not thinking about the ramifications of your actions. 1539 01:18:26,139 --> 01:18:28,875 I don't care if there are ramifications to my future. 1540 01:18:28,908 --> 01:18:31,811 If I have to start over from scratch, that's fine. 1541 01:18:31,845 --> 01:18:33,947 I'm not going to play this last part out wrong again. 1542 01:18:37,217 --> 01:18:38,852 There you go. 1543 01:18:41,488 --> 01:18:42,956 - Lucy? - Can I talk to you 1544 01:18:42,989 --> 01:18:45,158 - for a minute? - Tonight? It's Christmas Eve. 1545 01:18:45,191 --> 01:18:46,793 Can we talk tomorrow? 1546 01:18:46,826 --> 01:18:49,429 - Can't wait until tomorrow. - Okay. 1547 01:18:54,300 --> 01:18:55,201 What's up? 1548 01:18:55,835 --> 01:18:57,871 This is your Christmas gift. 1549 01:18:59,239 --> 01:19:00,540 I made this to tell you how I felt. 1550 01:19:00,573 --> 01:19:01,741 But I never gave it to you 1551 01:19:01,775 --> 01:19:04,811 because the truth is, losing my dad was the hardest thing 1552 01:19:04,844 --> 01:19:06,846 I have ever had to go through, and I, 1553 01:19:06,880 --> 01:19:08,515 I think that I thought if I could lose him, 1554 01:19:08,548 --> 01:19:10,417 then I could lose anyone that I care about. 1555 01:19:10,450 --> 01:19:12,085 So I pushed everyone away. 1556 01:19:12,118 --> 01:19:13,987 I thought that I could do it all alone, but I, 1557 01:19:14,988 --> 01:19:16,956 I am alone now, and I don't want that. 1558 01:19:23,096 --> 01:19:24,998 I so wanted to kiss you at the ice rink. 1559 01:19:25,632 --> 01:19:27,434 I have wanted to kiss you since we were 12. 1560 01:19:27,467 --> 01:19:30,270 Jumping on your trampoline, eating mystery Airheads 1561 01:19:30,303 --> 01:19:31,571 trying to guess what the flavor was. 1562 01:19:31,604 --> 01:19:34,607 But I never said anything because I was scared. 1563 01:19:34,641 --> 01:19:36,576 Okay. I just need a second... 1564 01:19:36,609 --> 01:19:38,511 I don't think I have a second, so just listen. 1565 01:19:38,545 --> 01:19:40,413 I know that I haven't been myself lately, 1566 01:19:40,447 --> 01:19:42,382 but I want you to know that that is not me. 1567 01:19:42,415 --> 01:19:44,951 Or at least that is not who I want to be anymore. 1568 01:19:44,984 --> 01:19:46,853 And I understand if you don't want to talk to me again. 1569 01:19:46,886 --> 01:19:49,522 But you need to promise me that you will not quit acting. 1570 01:19:49,556 --> 01:19:50,957 You are a great actor 1571 01:19:50,990 --> 01:19:52,892 and you shouldn't quit something you love. 1572 01:19:56,162 --> 01:19:58,365 Okay. I won't quit acting. 1573 01:19:58,398 --> 01:20:00,300 I have made a lot of mistakes, Matty. 1574 01:20:00,333 --> 01:20:01,568 But the biggest mistake I ever made 1575 01:20:01,601 --> 01:20:03,536 was not telling you how I felt. 1576 01:20:05,505 --> 01:20:08,441 I love you, Matty Olsen, I always have. 1577 01:20:08,475 --> 01:20:09,943 If I could do it all over again, 1578 01:20:09,976 --> 01:20:12,345 I would go to New York with you in a second. 1579 01:20:12,379 --> 01:20:13,613 I want to be with you. 1580 01:20:16,049 --> 01:20:16,816 Say something. 1581 01:20:16,850 --> 01:20:18,451 Do you know why I call you Lobster? 1582 01:20:18,485 --> 01:20:20,253 It's not because of the sunburn from camp. 1583 01:20:20,286 --> 01:20:21,888 It's from "Friends." In season two 1584 01:20:21,921 --> 01:20:24,391 Phoebe says that the group needs to find their lobster. 1585 01:20:24,424 --> 01:20:25,225 Because when a lobster finds 1586 01:20:25,258 --> 01:20:26,192 the one, they stay together for life. 1587 01:20:26,226 --> 01:20:28,461 And she says that Ross is Rachel's lobster. 1588 01:20:28,495 --> 01:20:30,296 And that's what you are to me. 1589 01:20:30,330 --> 01:20:31,564 You are my lobster. 1590 01:20:31,598 --> 01:20:34,434 And I know that's dorky, but I just, 1591 01:20:34,467 --> 01:20:36,369 what I'm trying to say is, I love you. 1592 01:20:36,403 --> 01:20:37,470 I love you, too. 1593 01:20:38,438 --> 01:20:40,240 You do? 1594 01:20:40,273 --> 01:20:42,509 Yes. I always have. 1595 01:21:50,243 --> 01:21:51,244 I'm back. 1596 01:21:53,380 --> 01:21:55,015 And you're still here. 1597 01:21:55,415 --> 01:21:58,118 - I'm still here. - It's you. 1598 01:21:58,151 --> 01:21:59,319 You're really here? 1599 01:21:59,352 --> 01:22:01,121 Yeah. Hon, are you feeling okay? 1600 01:22:02,655 --> 01:22:04,657 Look at that. 1601 01:22:04,691 --> 01:22:08,061 Oh, I'm not a divorce lawyer. 1602 01:22:08,628 --> 01:22:10,430 I'm a state law attorney. 1603 01:22:10,463 --> 01:22:12,699 I even do pro-bono law. 1604 01:22:12,732 --> 01:22:14,367 Nadine's house didn't flood. 1605 01:22:14,401 --> 01:22:15,435 Alexa's married. 1606 01:22:15,468 --> 01:22:18,171 My mom is happy and 1607 01:22:18,204 --> 01:22:19,305 we have a family. 1608 01:22:20,640 --> 01:22:22,275 You didn't quit acting. 1609 01:22:22,308 --> 01:22:23,977 You told me not to. 1610 01:22:27,080 --> 01:22:28,682 Wait. 1611 01:22:29,416 --> 01:22:30,684 Are you happy? 1612 01:22:31,484 --> 01:22:34,754 - Yes. - But like, actually happy. 1613 01:22:34,788 --> 01:22:36,790 You're not just trying to make the best of it, 1614 01:22:36,823 --> 01:22:39,626 but you'd rather be married to Jessi Bloorfield instead? 1615 01:22:39,659 --> 01:22:41,761 Jessi Bloorfield? 1616 01:22:41,795 --> 01:22:45,198 No, I am happy, I promise. 1617 01:22:45,665 --> 01:22:48,735 - Are you happy? - Yes. 1618 01:22:49,502 --> 01:22:51,404 Very happy. 1619 01:22:51,438 --> 01:22:52,772 Good. 1620 01:22:55,575 --> 01:22:56,710 Where are the kids? 1621 01:22:56,743 --> 01:22:58,311 At your mom's waiting for us. 1622 01:22:58,345 --> 01:23:01,047 And probably dying to open their presents. 1623 01:23:01,081 --> 01:23:03,350 This is the best Christmas ever. 1624 01:23:11,291 --> 01:23:12,192 Thank you. 1625 01:23:12,225 --> 01:23:13,293 Merry Christmas. 1626 01:23:14,561 --> 01:23:15,729 Merry Christmas. 1627 01:23:17,630 --> 01:23:19,632 I know you hate this song. 1628 01:23:19,666 --> 01:23:20,734 You know what? 1629 01:23:20,767 --> 01:23:22,502 Not so much anymore. 1630 01:23:28,541 --> 01:23:30,744 Mom, Dad! Let's open presents!